Four weeks later I feel like I’m going crazy being cooped up at Nìkolai’s place. Don’t get me wrong I love being here with him, but he’s treating me like I’m a prisoner. He won’t let me go anywhere and he won’t even have s*x with me! If he didn’t tell me he loved me like ten times a day, I would’ve thought that he didn’t want me anymore. Now I know how Lucia feels being cooped up in here all the time. I feel bad for the girl, she rarely gets to go out. She must be tired of seeing the same lavish walls all the time. Lucia and I have grown a lot closer since I’ve been here. Her, Isábella and I have spent lots of time together doing whatever we can to pass the time. We sun bathe by the pool most days and watch stupid movies together while the men handle business. I’ve even gotten to

