I took a long shower, covering up the cries that wouldn’t stop coming from my throat. I honestly cried until I couldn’t cry anymore.
I tried calling Nìkolai but he wouldn’t pick up. There’s no telling what he’s thinking or if he wants to talk to me at all. I wanted to talk to him face to face, instead of having to text him that I’m pregnant.
That would be a hell of a way to find out that you’re gonna be a father.
I did my makeup, covering up the bruising I had on my face with some light foundation. I did a smokey eyeshadow with some silver accents. I even added some small crystals to the corner of my eyes to match my dress. I finished off the look with mascara and a dark red lip.
I left my wet hair down. I put some gel in it, letting it dry and crinkle up down my back. I brushed th
