I was at the bar which I found while taking the tour of the house. Everything was the same as it was 5 months back but the bar. I really needed a drink so I sat there drinking. I started drinking 3 months ago after I lost our baby. It was unbearable. I lost him then our baby. There was no one to hold me or to be there with me. I was all by myself. I thought I would die and tried too but every time I would stand to kill myself he would come in front of my eyes. The thought of seeing him again kept me alive. I love him, I really do but he doesn't and it hurts.
After a couple of drinks, I went to the garden cause I started to feel suffocation. I shivered a little as I stepped my foot in the garden. It was cold outside. I stood there closing my eyes and suddenly I felt cloth on my body. I tur
