Chapter 5: No Throne, Only You

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Commander Pei closed the door. The sound was a death sentence. Inside the infirmary, the world shrank to blood and breathing and the space between two broken bodies. Xiao Yichen held Shuyan on his knees. The crown had fallen. Black hair spilled across Shuyan’s chest, tangled with sweat and tears. The court robes were wrong here. Too much gold, too much silk for a room that smelled of death. But he did not let go. Shuyan shook. Not from cold. From the rope. From air in his lungs again. His hands clawed at Yichen’s inner robe, fisting the thin white silk. Right over the stained bandages. “You came so fast,” Shuyan whispered. His voice was ruined. “Despite being injured. Your back...” “Yours too,” Yichen said. His forehead was still pressed to Shuyan’s. Skin to skin. Their breaths mixed with the scent of iron and herbs and salt. “Does it matter?” Outside, boots. Guards. The Empress Dowager would come. In minutes. With white silk for both of them this time. They did not have minutes. Shuyan’s fingers moved. Trembling. Up Yichen’s chest. Over his throat. To his face. Tracing the line of his jaw like he would not get another chance. Like he was memorizing it for the underworld. The vermilion string on his wrist dragged across Yichen’s cheek. Still there. Stained darker now with sweat and blood. “I thought I lost you,” Yichen said. His voice broke. Jade Frost shattered. “I thought... the eight pieces...” He swallowed and tasted blood again. “I would have burned the palace down.” Shuyan made a sound. Half sob, half laugh. It tore his throat. “You’re the Crown Prince. You can’t...” “Not tonight.” Yichen’s hands moved. One cradled the back of Shuyan’s head, careful of the rope burn. The other pressed flat to his back, over the bandages. Holding him together. Holding himself together. “Tonight I’m just Yichen. And you’re just Shuyan. And we’re...” _Alive._ The word hung there. Fragile. Stupid. True. Shuyan looked at him. Really looked. At the blood at the corner of his mouth. At the sweat on his temples. At the faint brown and red showing through white silk at his collar. Yichen’s blood, like his own. At the gold dragon embroidered on black silk, crushed now between them. “No crown,” Shuyan said. Fingers brushing Yichen’s bare temple where the crown had been. “No throne.” “No Article 17,” Yichen breathed. “No Empress Dowager.” “No betrothal.” Yichen’s thumb swept under Shuyan’s eye, catching a tear. “Just us.” The infirmary was cold. The brazier had gone out. But where their bodies touched, chest to chest, forehead to forehead, Shuyan’s legs across Yichen’s lap, it burned. Shuyan moved. He winced. Pain. But he pushed up anyway. One hand on Yichen’s shoulder for balance. Their faces were a breath apart now. “You promised,” Shuyan said. Lips barely moving. “Wedding night. You said...” “I remember.” Yichen’s eyes were dark. Not cold. Molten. “Every word.” Outside, a voice. Commander Pei’s. “Her Majesty comes. Clear the courtyard.” They had seconds. Shuyan closed the distance. Their mouths met. Not gentle. Not careful. Desperate. Bloody. Salt and iron and the ghost of the rope. Shuyan made a wounded sound into it. Yichen answered it with his whole body, arms locking tight, pulling him closer. Pain be damned. Rules be damned. Death be damned. Yichen’s hand slid up into Shuyan’s hair. Filthy, blood crusted, alive. He fisted it. Held him there. Like if he let go, Shuyan would disappear. Like if he stopped kissing him, the world would end. Shuyan gasped against his mouth. “Yichen...” “Again,” Yichen ordered. His voice was wrecked. “Say it again.” “Yichen.” Softer. Like a prayer. Like a secret. Like something just for them. The door slammed open. The Empress Dowager stood there. Commander Pei behind her. Guards with white silk in their hands. She saw them. On the floor. Tangled. Yichen’s court robes in disarray, stained bandage showing at his collar. Shuyan’s infirmary robe half open, rope burn vivid at his throat. Mouths red. Breathing like they had run a war. “Separate them,” she said. Her voice was ice. “Article 17. Now. Cut them into...” “Sixteen pieces,” Yichen finished for her. He did not move. He did not let Shuyan go. He looked up at her. Jade Frost was gone. In its place was something worse. Something that had nothing left to lose. “You will need sixteen pieces, Grandmother. Because if you kill him, you kill me. And if you kill me...” He smiled. Bloody. Beautiful. Terrible. “There is no Great Qing.” Silence. Dead silence. Shuyan’s hand found Yichen’s. Fingers laced. Tight. Yichen’s sleeve fell back with the motion. There, on his wrist. A vermilion string. Hidden until now. Matching Shuyan’s. Knotted tight, like it had been there for days. The vermilion string caught between them. Pressed between two beating hearts. The two strings met. Tangled together between their joined hands. Like a wedding veil. Like a shroud. Like a banner of war. The Empress Dowager stared. At the blood. At the strings. At her grandson, her weapon, her heir, who had been wearing another man’s vow under his dragon robes. Two vermilion strings now. Bright between their locked arms. Unbroken. Matching. Who had chosen treason before she even walked in. “Take them,” she said finally. “To the Cold Palace. Together.” Commander Pei stepped forward. Yichen did not resist when they pulled him up. He could not. His legs almost gave out. But he kept hold of Shuyan’s hand. Dragged him up too. They walked out. Side by side. Leaning on each other. Bloody. Broken. Unbowed. The vermilion strings were tight between their joined hands. Two threads. One knot. One kingdom of two.
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