I Love You More Than I Know

Chapter 4

Dr. Li paused." But Miss Yao's health ……"

"Dr. Li, you are a doctor. You should know Yao Wenxian's physical condition best, should n' t you?"Gu Yanran looked at him with deep meaning, the latter pursed her lips.

Waiting for the maid to send Dr. Li, Gu Yan Ran just lying on the bed, sweet and innocent face is not in, some are all sinister, make the whole face looks twisted and terrible.

"Yao Wenxian, I want to see how hard your life is!"

……

The whole city was shrouded in darkness.

Lin Muyu sat alone at home, for more than half a month's restless state of mind made haggard.

He also does not know exactly what is going on, clearly he hates Yao Wenxian hate teeth itching, but since that day, as long as he closed his eyes, the eyes can not help but emerge Yao Wenxian screaming to return her child's expression, her eyes hate so strong, and is that pain helpless, despair mournful.

For a few days he felt uneasy, especially tonight, that something was going to happen, and that something in his heart was slowly losing and becoming empty.

Lin Muyu fretted, can not sleep and do not want to sleep, pull off the tie, turn to open the wine cabinet, open a bottle of wine directly poured down.

It was only after intense alcohol that he felt his nerves slowly relax.

Drink up a bottle, think of tomorrow promised Gu Yanran to go to the hospital to see her, Lin Muyu pressed the mood of irritable, threw open the bottle upstairs to take a bath to sleep.

I don't know role of alcohol, sleep tonight especially relaxed, only to midnight, Lin Muyu suddenly had a dream.

In the dream, he saw Yao Wenxian, see her pale face, but also with a big belly in his breakfast.

The scene changed and saw her lying on the operating table begging him with a face full of pain, she said:" Mu Yu, please, save our children ……"

Another change, see her whole body is blood, full of eyes hopeless tears, constantly explain to him:" Mu Yu, please believe me, not I pushed Yan Ran down, is her own intention to roll down, I did not ……"

Another moment, Yao Wenxian turned around, with a large amount of blood touched his face, word by word said:" Lin Muyu, you do not want my uterus?I'll give it to you!"

Yao Wenxian's eyes despair, dripping blood like a needle straight into Lin Muyu's heart, I do not know where to take out a sharp knife, into his hand, Lin Muyu did not have time to stop, was Yao Wenxian with the knife into her abdomen.

"No, Wen Xian!"Lin Muyu was very afraid, tried to pull out the hand, but Yao Wenxian strength is very big, holding his hand can not release.

"Wenxian, no, I don't want your uterus, it's my fault, Wenxian!"Lin Muyu looked at Yao Wenxian, the tone of the weak down, the eyes feel sour incomparably.

Yao Wenxian seemed not to feel the pain, nor heard Lin Muyu's words, pressed his hand down a stroke, a large amount of blood from her abdomen came out, flowing in Lin Muyu's hand, in his not yet, she reached out her hand to pull out the bloody uterus.

Lin Mu-yu watched Yao Wenxian hand the uterus to his eyes - not only the uterus, but also a very small curled up thing.

It was him and her child!

###Chapter10,Yao Wenxian is missing

Lin Mu-yu's whole body began to tremble the heart is like being pinched, the pain he hunched body, as if bearing a great sadness.

He was the one who killed the child!

At this moment, Lin Muyu suddenly felt very regretful.

If there is no accident, if he is not partial to Gu Yanran, do not take advantage of Gu Yanran by the head to abort this child to revenge Yao Wenxian, perhaps this child can be very healthy birth, can grow up in the heel behind him called his father, very dependent on him, he will also gradually like this child, look forward to his growth, maybe because of him, and Yao Wenxian slowly and reconciled, back to the original appearance, even with the purpose —

But no if, the child has been personally destroyed by him, even Yao Wenxian, seems to have lost.

As if to confirm the thought of Lin Muyu, Yao Wenxian stared at him with blood all over her body, and said to him in a desperate voice:" Lin Muyu, between you and me, whether it was before or now, it's fine, the feelings are divided here, we do n' t see each other in the future, no more owe!"

"You dare!I disagree!"

Lin Muyu once again felt the pain of the heart, the whole person fear to pull up to hold Yao Wenxian, but out of the hand did not touch anything, can only watch Yao Wenxian disappear in front of him.

"Wenxian!"Lin Muyu cried out in alarm woke up from the nightmare, the whole body has been sweat through.

But Lin Muyu's heart is still wrapped in the dream of fear, the mind repeatedly repeated Yao Wenxian desperate mournful voice.

Lin Mu-yu violently shook his head, trying to clear his head, but the dream of the picture has been hovering in his mind, lingering.He rushed to the sink and washed his face, trying to make himself more sober.

But do not know why, his mind still can not say the panic, looked down at the watch, found the next morning seven.

Thinking of today to go to the hospital to see Gu Yanran, Lin Muyu thought of the nightmare in Yao Wenxian appearance, heart tightened, hurriedly dressed to the hospital.

Standing outside the door of Yao Wenxian's ward, Lin Muyu felt particularly depressed. He suddenly realized that the person in his mind was not Gu Yanran, but Yao Wenxian!

Lin Muyu smiled bitterly, thinking that Yao Wenxian should not want to see him now, so he walked back.

"Brother Muyu, are you here?"Just when Lin Muyu turned around, behind came Gu Yanran weak voice.

Lin Mu-yu frowned, looking at her body wearing surgical clothes, sitting in a wheelchair, Gu Yanran, her face a little pale, as if the operation had been completed.

What's going on?

"What's wrong with you?"Lin Muyu frowned and walked to Gu Yanran.

Gu Yanran lowered her eyes, pretended to be sad, the tone is very low:" MuYu brother, originally want to surgery before and you said, yesterday evening WenXian sister suddenly bleeding, did not come over, so Dr. Li can not have to have an early operation time, I have finished surgery."She said, while tightly grasping Lin Muyu's hand, the expression is very sad.

Clearly is the warm hand, but Lin Muyu felt like a split second like falling into the icehouse, waves of cold throughout the body.

You didn't make it. Dead?

How possible, although he did not come to the hospital for half a month, but Yao Wenxian's situation he has always known.Good end, why suddenly died like this?Impossible, Yao Wenxian such a vicious woman, how can die so easily?

But in the heart of the feelings of sorrow complex, in front of Gu Yanran, Lin Muyu or efforts to calm the mood, pretending not to care, said:" Death died."

Lin Mu-yu's tone does not care but the voice is very dry, Gu Yanran clenched hands, nails into the flesh of the pain did not let her recover.

This does not care!Clearly is very concerned but do not know!

In the corridor to their nearest ward, Yao Wenxian leaned against the wall of the door, heard Lin Muyu with a careless tone of words out, the heart of the pain up, can not leave a drop of tears.

If it had not been for Gu Yanxi's occasional conversation with the doctor last night, Yao Wenxian was dead.

She did not bleed, but the uterus was removed.

But even if Gu Yanxi saved her and told her about her plan, she still wanted to risk staying in the hospital because...Even if there was no hope for Lin Mu-yu, she still wanted to know how he would react after he knew her death.

But in the end, she was utterly disappointed.

Death is death.

Ah, originally in Lin Muyu's heart, she Yao Wenxian is just a dispensable person, no, perhaps for him, no place to use, she is not as good as not.

Gu Yanxi's heartache wrapped around Yao Wenxian's shoulder and closed the door tightly.

"Yanxi, he doesn't care about me at all."Yao Wenxian's lost voice sounded low.

"It's all right. I' m here.You've just had an operation and you ca n' t move. Get some rest. I'll take you out of the hospital and out of here."Gu said softly.

If he hadn't come a step earlier and saved her before the doctor started, he would have had trouble imagining the consequences!

Yao Wenxian did not answer, immersed in his world, Ren Gu Yanxi to her bed to rest.

The sound outside gradually disappeared, Gu Yanxi accompanied Yao Wenxian in the ward for a long time, then took her out of the room.

Sitting in a wheelchair, up the elevator, Yao Wenxian can not help looking back at empty corridors.

Why, even so, was she so disappointed in him, so resentful, so deep in her heart?

###Chapter11,still love Lin Muyu?

After leaving the hospital, Gu Yanxi is ready to drive Yao Wenxian to eat something, clothes change.

Yao Wenxian sat in the car, suddenly opened his mouth to Gu Yanxi said:" Yanxi, thank you, but for you, I would have died."

"Thanks for what?Didn't you save me when you were a kid?Thank you, thank God, for meeting me at a critical moment."

Although Gu Yanxi and Gu Yanran are surnames, but not siblings, Gu Yanxi is the only son of the Gu family, and Yao family was once a partner, Yao Wenxian and Gu Yanxi have known since childhood, but the two relationships are common, not very close, but also does not hinder the relationship between Yao Wenxian and Gu Yanxi.

As a child Gu Yanxi came out of an accident, was passed by Yao Wenxian to help a, can not be counted as saving, but Gu Yanxi has always remembered this kindness, but even if not remember, he will also save Yao Wenxian, after all, he is not only her friend's idea so simple.

Thinking of Gu Yanxi's saving grace, Yao Wenxian smiled and then thought of Gu Yanran saying she was dead, but she was n' t dead. People were here. If Lin Muyu wanted to see the body...Oh, she was thinking too much, he didn't care about her life or death, where would go to see her body.

Thinking of this, Yao Wenxian down again.

But this matter is indeed Yao Wenxian think too much, since Gu Yanran did, even if an accident, will find a way to hide.Besides also do not want her and Lin Muyu entangled more Gu Yanxi to see, so the body of this matter, Yao Wenxian did not have to worry.

"I will take you to eat something first, go to my side to rest for a while, when you are better, we will leave here, I have booked a ticket to go abroad, your body now still need to be well cultivated, I have a friend over there is a doctor, medical conditions will be better than here."

"Foreign?Come on, it's good here. Why go abroad?"Hearing to leave here to go abroad, Yao Wenxian frowned and shook her head, did not agree with Gu Yanxi's practice.

When Gu Yanxi heard that, he parked the car on the roadside and grabbed Yao Wenxian's hand." Wenxian, follow me. Leave here to go abroad. Over there, we start over!"

We?Yao Wenxian was shocked, on Gu Yanxi full of love eyes, some at a loss.