Kiss me? Does she really want to do that?
I'm not one to run from a woman's desire. I know how to hear their refusals, I know how to step back and dismiss them when they don't want to go further. And it really pisses me off. I won't deny it, because the urge is stronger, because the desire to satisfy a need overwhelms me, and it's hard to fight against that same primal urge to touch, feel, experience, and enjoy the pleasures that have reigned in humanity since its existence. Because it frustrates me to be left halfway, and even with all that, I accept the refusal and dismiss them from my sight.
I've always accepted 'no' as an answer, but I've never been one to refuse.
And I feel strange, confused, and suspicious, in the midst of this silence that has settled between us.
I can't stop lo
