Looking into her eyes while I go down on her is something that was in my most twisted and dark fantasies. And it was always that: a fantasy. I never thought I would do it.
Honestly, I didn't think I could go down on my fiancée. Because she was unbearable, because she was a very exasperating woman.
Did I desire her? Of course, I did. I desired her like a desperate man, homeless, without food. Without a damn mattress to sleep on.
I desired her like an addict desires their favorite drug in the midst of withdrawal. But to feel withdrawal, you have to try it first, right? Well, I don't understand how the hell I was getting desperate for this, and it's only the first time I'm trying her.
And I do it like a man possessed.
I licked Rebecca's folds as if my life depended on it without taking m
