Dear myself,
Today is going to be a great day because I am not completely dead just dead inside. Today may not be as bad as it seems. Sure, I feel completely brain-dead but I am going to be fine, right?
How can people be positive about themselves? They have to live with themselves every day. In English class, we had to write adjectives about ourselves but it couldn't be negative. I couldn't think of anything positive so I limited myself to basic that isn't exactly negative.
Three adjectives to describe myself in my honest belief. Horrible, mistake, and stupid, there are more just this is from the top of my head. Horrible, because I don't do anything right. Mistake, because I wasn't supposed to be born. Stupid, because, no matter what anyone says, I can't understand what I am being taught.
It's nothing new or interesting just what was always there. I am not really an important person or anything.
Love,
Ana