I can't bring myself to look at Jack. It is eating away at me; knowing how he feels about me, he is torn between loving me because I'm his sister and hating me because of the monster that I am. I already hate myself enough for everyone. I don't want to be a monster. I hate the way I feel when power takes over my body. I sat there with my head hung low, ignoring everyone who came into the room until I felt the darkness inside of me get what I could only explain as excitement. I worked hard to keep it at bay inside of me. Lifting my head, I saw the lady who had been here the first day I got here; I'm guessing that she is the leader here. But I still can't work out what she wants with me. She looks over at Jack. "Get it out of here", she points to the door. "Don't f*****g touch him", I spat

