After seeing mine and Brax's baby growing inside of me, I was on cloud nine. All my fears about being a mum faded away, and I think Brax felt the same way.
I spent the days after that getting ready to do the ritual to bring Ava back. I had limited time to get things organised because Daisy was getting close to passing, and if she died before we did the ritual, then there was a chance it wouldn't work. I spent most of my time in the library reading as much as I could, trying to learn everything I possibly could about myself and the power I would need to pull it off. My family decided to stay. Until after I had done it so they could be here to support and help me, which also meant I had more time to work up the courage to tell them about me being pregnant.
I am sitting alone in the librar
