I stayed in my room for days, hiding away from everyone. Blue sat with me the whole time. He was the only one that I wanted to be around. Being a dog, he couldn't judge me for the way I had attacked. Attacking Ava was something I'm not proud of, but I had done it, and I couldn't take it back. So, I just had to live with the guilt I felt. Brax came and left. He had a lot going on at the pack house that he needed to deal with. I knew he hated leaving me, but I told him every time that I would be fine. I thought about going and saying sorry to Ava, but I wasn't ready to see her yet. No matter how hard I tried, I could get rid of the horrible feeling that I had about her. I was the only one to blame for all this. I had brought her back, and maybe this was the price I had to pay for doing it.
