I tried over the next few days to keep my distance from Spike, but it did not go very well at all. Whenever I'm around him, I can't control the way I feel. My body craves him, and I don't understand why the more I try to resist him, the more I'm pulled towards him. Every time our eyes met, a surge of desire shot through me, leaving me breathless and wanting more. It was like a magnetic force that I couldn't escape, no matter how hard I tried. There is something different about my connection with Spike compared to Brax. With Brax, it was all-consuming and intense, a deep longing that consumed every fibre of my being. But with Spike, it was more physical, a primal need that seemed to come from somewhere deep within me. I loved having s*x with Brax. He always got me to where I needed to be, b
