Savvy Dear Diary Friends are always there for each other to be that shoulder to cry on. I heard my phone ping loudly. My eyes snapped open. My limbs were entangled with Jack’s and Mac’s. I was lying right on top of Mac, and Jack was wrapped around both of us. After coming back to the beach house last night, we showered and collapsed. All of us came back at different times. The night was wild, and I loved it. The pain and pleasure inflicted on me were the chef's kiss. Jack and Mac have brought so many of my fantasies to life. I love them both so much. I have never felt this way. Not even with Brian. Brian’s love always felt conditional. I always had to walk on eggshells with him. If I crossed that imaginary line, he would turn cold and ignore me until I apologized for whatever slight

