"No!" He practically shouted and the baby started. Bella soothed her with slight rocking motions until she started suckling again. He reined in his temper and gentled his voice with visible effort. "I wouldn't do that to you. I'd never hurt you like that.""But you want her..." again the ambiguity and his frown deepened."If you mean the baby, then yes of course I want her. But it's a package deal for me, I want both of you. You're my family. I don't want a life separate from yours. I want our life. The one we've been building together these last few months.""What do you mean? All we ever talked about was divorcing..." she asked in confusion."I'm referring to all those nights together... the movies, the games, the conversations... what the hell was that if not relationship-building? We know

