My life as a Ugandan girl

Chapter 5

today is a new day I woke up for the right side I'm done washing cooking and my baby is sleeping but she's sick and I've been treating her with herbal medicine and I hope she gets fine or they have been home I met with my friend had a little chat with her and so far the day was not going bad but is a dog had been crying because my step brother kiss me of something that I didn't do and everyone was accusing me unless my auntie she was saying no that's not right you know it's not easy finding someone that fights for you and you should always appreciate that cuz it's not easy to find that person a person that loves you deeply a person that cares for you deeply the person that just checks on you everyday a person that will know your tears your suffering and appreciates you everyday I thank God that he brought that person to me things haven't been going good recently that she was there for me not only did I get my auntie that I got a friend her name is Tendo those people have been there for me have fought battles for me I thank you people you know sometimes should I feel hurt I appreciate these people cuz they always comfort me how is Toto finding real love I've not yet given up but these people have showed me love what love means searching for my daughter her name is Ariana I love her so much she's been my world since she got into this world whenever I feel like crying I look at her and get strong cuz it has not been a soft journey to get her I became a single mother to age of 16 and I'm not regretting anything I just thank God that she's safe she's a very good baby that everyone loves her she's cute laughing caring she's very good and I thank God that every time I feel like I can't move on anymore shows me that there is a way to get out of this whenever I feel sad I just look at her and ask if I feel like this how will she feel then that changes my mind always find that thing that's whenever you look at you feel like yeah gosh thank you for this that will give you a motivation to move on to work hard so don't be distracted by what people say be motivated by what you want don't be motivated by people cuz people have their secrets be what you are be who you are always peace will find you be patient be kind be honest than the journey of the world will be so I haven't seen anything but what I have seen so far teaches me a lot and that a lot I will share it with you think that every sometimes all of us are being bullied by people but we survive and move on cuz you know what you want if you let people just look at you and say that person is a disappointment don't let them get unto you you're special your gifted and your loved 100 people can't hate one and remember this life is for you once if you use it wrong you won't to get it again try to be happy try to find where you get peace try to find where I find love try to find where you be happy and feel better I know things get hard and you feel like I can't get you I can't get it I can't do it you can why can't you do it you can you just have to fight harder work harder maybe sometimes you don't even have to fight hard and work hard you just have to be patient when you find out that things are getting harder just relax find a place relax you'll get an idea from nowhere and that idea will be the great idea that will make you move through this world like an angel I realize that every time it's us that make us so don't let that person say I made you this I made you that that's blah blah blah blah blah you're the you're different don't be let down you're special sometimes I used to be like oh my goodness I didn't get I don't have new clothes if someone gives me something and I'm like this thing is old why do I every time you get second-hand things and I'm like oh I cry I think things didn't change it's me who changed the things that I said no no one can define who I am and what I will be sometimes you have to be solid and bold then get serious I'm sure I'm very sure that with that no one will be your enemy they will all be your friends even if they are enemies making your enemies near makes you know the the house of your enemy so when you attack you know every corner of the house you know that so be wise be creative don't let yourself down all right