I felt Kalev's deep, heavy breath on my face as my chest heaved violently. I couldn't respond; my mind was collapsing with everything rushing through it. Kalev moved much closer to me, his lips just millimeters from mine, I could feel his body pressed against mine, his hips rubbing against my stomach, and a flurry of nerves consumed me inside.
I wanted to do it; I longed for a passionate kiss, one that would unleash all my instincts, allowing me to feel alive and desired. I wanted to feel his tongue entering my mouth, his lips on mine, his hands on my body. But if I did, there would be no turning back, and I would risk losing everything I had built in those 15 years of marriage with Ivo.
With no response from me, Kalev moved from my mouth to my ear, without saying a single word, without
