Bind With Royalty

Chapter-4

Bon Hwa's POV:

Anything,

Everything,

And then nothing.

Nothing is helping me. The agony in my heart is killing me. It feels like this is the last of my life.

I am breathing heavily as it feels like my breathing rate gonna stop at any moment.

"WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY YOU DID DO THIS TO ME? HUH?" I shouted by looking at the picture in the frame which is on my night table beside my bed. The sparkle of my needy night and the brightness of my lazy morning. Her pretty smile, with dimples on her face, by looking at her smiling face I feel like dying.

"HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?" I shouted holding the frame, the scream did nothing good than making my throat ache with dryness. Gulping down a large amount of whiskey I stared at the picture. A tear unknowingly escaped from my red eyes. How can this picture which used to be the light of my hope, and cheer me up turn into a black hole in my life? Which is waiting to suck me alive, consume my soul.

"how ca.. can you do.. do this to me?" I whispered shuttering a bit.

Never in my life have I thought of this moment. I throw the picture and throw it on the floor and it shattered into pieces just like everything in the room is including my heart. How can she? My mind and heart weren't at the peace. I want some peace, some warmth, some rest. But how can I? It's her, only her, who can provide it to me. Every time I close my eyes to clear my mind, the view of kissing her that stupid loser comes to my mind.

Stupid loser! But he has what you don't Bonhwa.

The thought of her with him boiled my blood. I broke the bottle of whiskey which I drank just now, screaming at top of my lungs I am out of my breath now. I am tired. My entire body is aching, I am shaking with anger. My throat is also aching, I am feeling like my throat is bleeding due to continuous screaming. My voice is not coming out from my vocal cord. But my emotional suffering overshadowed my every physical pain.

Standing up from the expensive couch I walked toward the king-sized bed holding the picture from the frame which had just shattered into pieces. I hold her photo as if it's gonna vanish at any moment like her purity did today.

"You didn't make a good move Deva, you don't even know what you did," I said sitting on the mattress, which I had changed into a soft one for her.

"You belong here," I patted the space beside me. "Beside me, willingly or unwillingly,"

I kept down the picture on the bed, beside me. Where I want her. "You chose him over me. you f*****g chose him over me." I caressed her cheeks which is reducing my pain a bit. "Now I will show you, who am I and what you lost."

I brought out my phone from my pocket and unlocked it only to see another smiling picture. I stared at her, her smile feels like a knife stabbing my heart, I wonder now how this smile used to melt my heart. How can she smile after giving me this much pain? How can she? How can she look so joy full while her thoughts and memories are giving me death wishes every second? When I am dying every second.

"It won't last Deva. It won't last." I mumbled seeing her bright smile while making a call.

After it rings, it is picked up by one of my most loyal members.

"Hello, Rana," I said and heard his sleepy voice on another side, frowning a bit I look around to see its night already. Funny how time is running while my entire world is stopped the moment when I was stabbed by the only person I have ever loved. How I wished I wanted to spend this time with her. And every turns upside down today.

"I want every information about Devangi Acharya, from India, Kolkata, and more precisely she is a student of our college, I want every f*****g information about her, I repeat every single detail by morning, understand?" I cut the before he could answer me, I know he will do it. How can he not? At the end of the day, he knows me very well.

"You will be again in my arms, don't worry" I smiled picking her picture from the bed I lay down on the bed, "but this time it won't be your safe place. It will be a cage, where you will be caged forever. You started the game without knowing with whom you are playing with doll, and I will make sure to burn it down in my way, crash your hope, snatch your happiness, and make sure you will pay my every pain with your pain. You thought you can just play with me and leave me like this! Never." with a satisfying smirk thinking about what gonna happen tomorrow. Tomorrow is her birthday right! No worries, I will make sure to gift her the worst birthday gift ever. Cause the best one she just lost in her shitty game. I was right from the start I won't forget this day. Never in my life. And I will make sure not to let her forget either. I tried to make it the best birthday she had but It turns out like, she prayed for the worst one. This day will make your life from worse to worst Ms. Devangi Acharya.

"You did what you like," I said pecking her photo "Now I will get what I want." I hugged her picture and closed my eyes, hoping she don't get any nightmares today cause from tomorrow her life will be her biggest nightmare. She will question on her life that why she is even alive.

"Deva..." the very last word which slipped from my tongue like a mere whisper.