ROWAN.. . Being starkly pissed was an understatement for How I felt the moment Raya left my office after saying all those things to me. I slammed my fist into the desk, pushing away my failed attempts as I stood up in annoyance and paced through my office. Not only were my mom and Raya not on my side, but doubts also kept swimming back in my head, like I had done something terribly wrong or there was something I didn’t do. Everything has become messed up because of Emma Smith coming into my life. Now I had to dance to the music of letting her go. No, she let go first, and now I am the one paying for everything. I wouldn’t let her get the best of me. I walked to the open plane of my windows that extended from the ceiling and had the whole outdoors open and sunny in my office space. No

