''I'm not stubborn, shut up,'' Christian shook his head angrily at his brother, before turning back to me. ''Listen Zan, about the children, you don't have to feel guilty. You were forced to do that.''
''It's easy for you to say.''
''No it's not,'' Zaiden told me, ''Kit wasn't lying about us caring for you. We do. Seeing you hurting and feeling guilty hurts us. But clearly you don't trust us enough yet to open up to us, so maybe... Sean suggested you do therapy. Maybe you should try it. It'll be confidential. We won't know anything you're not ready for us to know.''
''I'm not talking to anyone.'' I said angrily, and moved away from them.
''But it might help you.'' Tobias chimed in.
''Help me? What do you know about what will help me?'' I asked, ''Have you ever been abducted? Abused?
