Chapter 32 Brent has never left my side ever since I cried really hard. That was the first time, since when I was a kid, I cried again and it's because of Shawn. I mean, the wounds are still fresh and all, so I would have to deal with this. I don't have any idea when I'm going to be okay. If I'm going to be okay. I gave up Shawn. Was that a wrong move? Had I made a wrong decision in my life? Shawn said that he thought he was still in love with his boyfriend Matthew, then how come he hasn't broken up with him yet? Does he have a plan to break things with them? Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe this is my way of telling myself that there would be still an us. Maybe I'm just dreaming. But I'm not. I've already told myself that a couple of times, many times, but still, I keep saying, wishing that this i

