Ivan stood growling up out of his chair and Marnik growled back at Ivan. "Guys stop now. I don't want anyone to get hurt. Understand?"
They both tried to calm down, but it seemed not to be easy. It was kind of making me hot how they where breathing. Their chests came up and down, but they both had a sixpack. It was getting hot everywhere in my body. Ava was going crazy. "Easy Ava." I whispered, but in my head I was yelling. I wanted more. I wanted to kiss them both,but there was also something in me that said to be careful. It was my own personal hell those confused feelings. It was getting harder with the minutes. I wanted to jump on them and pull there clothes off. Just at the moment my thoughts went completily crazy I thought, "what if the guys know what I was thinking."
I tried to stop thinking of them. I breath in and out hoping it would calm me down. It didn't help it made it even worse. Ivan and Marnik where looking at me with eyes fill of lust. I had to seem to get out of this room or day would both take me in that bed. I was not ready for this yet. Instead of going out of the bed I tried to calm them down. "Guys stop now!" I yelled angry. I couldn't find another idea then that, but it helped. There looked to the ground and said both, "sorry."
Still Ivan and Marnik looked angry at each other. They where in beter terms then before, but still. I need to find a plan to see them appart of something will happen I was sure of that. If I saw them like this it seemed still dangerous.
Before one of them could say something I put my earpuds in and put a song one that was good for this moment. I chose I love you dangerously from Charly Putt. I listen to it till I saw Ivan leaving. He was the most mature of the two of the it seemed. Marnik came to me and wanted to kiss me, but I pushed him back. He just looked sad and he stood there looking at me. Till he took a few paces to the door and just left.
My heart was breaking and I cried my eyes out. I wanted to call my mom so bad. I took my phone, but I still was in doubt if I should do it or not. I just dailed her number without thinking and then I heard a worried voice coming from the other side. "Where are you Tiene? Did something happen? I heard from school just now that you collapsed. Are you ok?"
"Mom what do you think? Of course I al not ok. I am go stressed out. Please give me some time to adjust to everything that's happened. I call you again when that time is over."