"Can I please go see my siblings and
mom?" I ask. He hesitates but finally a
nod. First time he actually listens to me.
He pulls up in front of my home. "I'll be
here" he says and I run up to ring the
doorbell. I hope dad is not home. Mom
opens the door. "Oh Isabella" she comes
up and hugs me. My mom is a sensitive
woman and cries almost at everything.
That's why father finds her weak and
cheats on her with other women.
She doesn't deserve this but has to do
as he says. "Is Marco and Sofia home?"
I ask exited. Her smile fades a little. I
know something's wrong. "What?" I ask
worried.
"He did some awful things to..." I don't let
her finis as I run inside to Sofia. She's
laying in her bed sleeping. I sit beside
her. Stroking her hair. "Isabella?" She
questions. "Yes I'm here" I say as she tries
to move but I see her struggle.
He has f*****g touched her. "Isabella I
can't move, it hurts" she cries. I wish I
could take her place. To make her pain go
away. "I won't let him touch you again" I
assure her that this will be the one andonly time someone will ever do this to
her.
She cries in my arms. I try to hold my
tears as I hug her. Shortly after she falls
back asleep.
I walk out to find Marco in the living room.
His face in his hands. "Marco"
He goes up to hug me so tight. He has a
bruise on his face. So he has been taking
hits too.
"I couldn't stop it" he says and this might
be the first time I've ever seen him
cry. We sit back down on the couch. "I
want you to promise me that what ever
happens you won't let him touch her
again. Marco she can't live like we did" I tell
him. He nods at every word.
"It won't happen again" he wipes his
tears. "Is he home" I ask scared of the
answer. "No"
Relief is what goes through my body.
"Promise me to defend her in every way"
"I promise"
"Someday it's his turn to burn in hell" I
tell him and he nods. "How are you?"
"I'm good I go to school as usual and Antonio
gets me home everyday. I get food and
a great bed don't worry about me" I say
making him feel a little better.
Antonio calls me meaning it's my time to
leave. I hug my brother and mother one
last time before I go.
I get back in Antonio's car and we drive
off. He's quiet for a wile but breaks the
silence. "Just so you know there will be a
ball in one week, everyone expects us to
be there. I do not want to attend but we
have to make it seem like this is a normal
marriage, for my reputation." He says, I
think for a moment. A ball. Sounds like
more fun that sitting in my room for a
week. "Sure I can fake a happy marriage"
I say.
Sofia, I'm so sorry.
It's been days and Antonio is having a party
downstairs. He tells me I am not allowed
to go down there. Apparently I'm not
invited. Rude. I think for a while. What
would he do if I went down. He already
hates me and I hate him so f**k it. I'm
going down. I put on a tight dress that
shows my figure and let my hair down. I
shake my head upside down then flip it
back to give it some volume.
Ready.
I walk downstairs. There are a lot of people here Dancing to the loud music. I spot the
table that got the drinks. I pick up one of
the drinks and swallow the whole drink
in seconds. I take another and do the
same.
When I take my third drink someone
approaches me from the side. "Who told
you you could have that" Antonio says. I
laugh as I point at myself.
"Me" I smile.
I drink up my third but can't finish it
before his hand drags it away from my
mouth.
"Hey that's mine." I tell him trying to take
it back.
"Get back to your room now, I told you to
not come down." he says sounding very
serious. But it's like what he's saying goes
in through one ear and out of the other.
"Gosh so many rules! Let me be for once."
I feel the alcohol kick in. When a song
I like starts playing I get all exited and
jump in place.
He looks at me then down my body. "I
know." I let out. He raises his eyebrow.
"Know what?" He says still holding my
drink.
"That I look f*****g good" I say as my
body rocks to the music. He doesn't
answer.
Without thinking I say, "I like your hair it
suits all this..." pointing at his whole body
dressed in black.
He doesn't answer to that either he just
seems annoyed I'm even here.
"If you are going to stay, you have to be
close to me." He says and I grab another
drink. Then follow him.
We walk to a group of people sitting
down on the couches. I take a seat beside
Antonio and we have never sat this close
before. Our knees touching slightly.
"Whoa! Who is this hot girl" one of the
boys say. Boosting my confidence even
more. "Isabella, nice to meet you" I say as
I take out my hand for him to shake it but
instead Isabella takes it and puts it down.
"Easy there" he hisses at the guy. My hand
stays on Antonio's lap and I keep it there just
because he told me to make this marriage
believable.
"So are you guys coming to the ball?" The group asks waiting for Antonio to answer but
I do instead. "Absolutely"
"So who are you going with, Antonio always
goes alone" one of them asks me. I turn to
look at Antonio as I smile. "I'm going with my
husband of course" I say making them all
shocked. I'm even surprised I said that.
Antonio just watches me talk.
***
Hours pass and I've gotten some more
drinks. And I think I've had too much
actually. Almost everyone has left. Only
some people left. I try to walk over to
where Antonio is sitting but fail. I grab a near
wall to steady me. Closing my eyes makes
it worse so I keep them open.
I watch as Antonio walks toward me. "I think
I need some help" I say. "I can see that"
he mumbles then he puts his hand on my
waist to help me walk. His hand is so big
and strong holding me up. His touch so
good in a way. I have to stop. I hate him I
remind myself.
He helps me to the stairs. "I got it from
here thank you" I say to him but he
doesn't walk away. "I'm sure you do" he
says sarcastically, watching me.