His Broken Dire wolf

Chapter 5

Molly’s POV

“Wow, those flowers are beautiful sis!” my sister admires my gift from my bedroom doorway, “they smell amazing too!” she clothes her eyes and inhales. “Thank you, why don’t you go grab a small vase and we can split them with each other.” I offer. “Really! Okay I’ll be right back.” She disappears down the hallway, skipping excitedly. I know roses aren’t my favorite, so donating a few to my sister is no problem, especially knowing it’s one of her favorite smells. Not like my secret admirer will know. Knock, knock, knock, my window shakes. I pull the blinds back and see Shawn’s face making kissy marks all over the cleaned window. One of the things I love about Shawn is how often he makes me laugh. I slide open the window and he immediately jumps in, embracing me in his long arms. “Hey baby, I saw you drive off with your family without even saying goodbye, what’s up with that?”. “I’m sorry Shawn, my dad was in a bit of a rush to beat traffic and we were trying to be on time for our dinner reservations”. I lie to Shawn, for some reason my dad can’t stand Shawn, I’m sure he wanted to avoid him as much as possible. Which was fine, I didn’t want to put Shawn in an awkward position with my dad around. “Oh okay, no problem, babe. Are you ready for Paul’s party?” Paul is one of Shawns best friends, he was throwing a huge party for our graduating class at his parents’ house. Even though our plan was to spend the night together, Shawn still wanted to just swing by and say hi to everyone before driving out to upper park where we were going to camp out. Upper Park is where a lot of young couples go to make out or have s*x. And I think tonight is the night, we both have decided to lose our virginity. “Yeah! Let me just grab my jacket and pack a bag. Also I need to help my sister with these roses” I quickly mutter the last bit and hope he doesn’t ask about the bouquet. Shawn looks at the giant bouquet and frowns, “so who got you the bush?” I hesitate to answer and of course my sister replies with the last thing I wanted Shawn to hear. “It was her secret admirer, isn’t it so romantic!” she smirks at Shawn tauntingly. I forgot to mention, that no one in my family is fond of Shawn. “Hey squirt” he responds to my sister. She hates the nickname he’s given her and frowns. I try to brush the bouquet topic to the side so we can get on the road. “Here Jacey, why don’t you take the roses to your room and separate them out evenly. Just bring back the other half when you’re done. I slowly nudge her out to avoid any more conflict between my boyfriend and 10-year-old sister. “Okay, thanks Molly!”. I close the door and smile at Shawn. “Do you really want to try and pick a fight with a 10 year old little girl?” I tease him. “Well, she started it first”, he sounds all moody now. I try to play it off in hopes we can still look forward to tonight, “well let’s get out of here, I think I am ready for tonight…to be the night” I smile and wink. I pull out the condom from my dresser that Jill gave me as a joke for my 18th birthday. Shawn smiles immediately and starts kissing me excitedly. I have to push him off me “Hey, not here. I can’t let my parents know what’s going on. Leave out the window and I’ll meet you at Paul’s party, then we can head to Upper Park in your truck from there.” Shawn gives me one last kiss and jumps back out the window. See you in a few babes.” And gives me a wink before disappearing. I grab my jacket and large purse I have packed for overnight things. I tell my parents the address of the party and that I will be staying the night at Jill’s. They give me the “be safe” lecture and to call them if I need anything. As I head out to my car, I get the feeling that I’m being watched, weirdly enough it’s been a feeling I feel very often. I ignored it and loaded up in my car to head off to Paul’s party. I think about s*x with Shawn; is this what I really want? And although I know Shawn isn’t my forever person, this was something I still wanted to do before college. I try to imagine what it will be like and seeing Shawns face as he is on top of me. For some reason, I do not take any pleasure in the idea. Suddenly, pain begins out of nowhere in my head. The last 6 months I’ve been having these intense headaches. I pulled over and take out my migraine medication from the glove box. My dad takes the same migraine when he is stressed, has said that I probably genetically inherited his migraines, although I swear these migraines are hormonal because I seem to only have them when I think about s*x with Shawn or while being physical with him at all. I chug a bunch of water with the pills and closed my eyes for a couple of minutes before finally getting back on the road towards Paul’s party.