~Dylan~
I had been a f*****g emotional mess this weekend. Sure, Maeve had calmed me down that Saturday evening, bringing down the chances of immediate need for self-destruction but that doesn’t mean I am not in f*****g bits. But as the day settles, I realise that while I feel devasted, it doesn’t consume me. I am able to think straight, distract myself and feel the emotion as opposed to feeling f*****g numb like I always do when it comes to the flawless woman of my past. I have been ignoring Aiden’s and Cami’s calls because I know I am going to have to see him on Monday anyway and they had seen Amy. Needing this time to become more attune to my own emotions, I shut the two of the most important people in my lip although, I half expect for him to come breaking down my front door. It kinda
