I had to shake the feeling off, anything that would make the horrific image disappear! I’ve seen this image before, it wasn’t something new to me, but I couldn’t shake it off. I just stood there as I watched myself, like an outsider. Then I followed my own line of sight to Samuel standing before me, with a bloody knife in his hand. I wanted to be shocked! To be scared that he was standing there holding that knife, but I wasn’t. I squeezed my eyes closed tighter as I tried to understand what my mind was showing me. That was when Jax barged through the door. He was shouting at Samuel, asking him what the hell he had done. Jax was by my side in moments, replacing my hand with his. I watched myself winch as he applied too much pressure to the wound. “Lily!” I heard Samuel shouting my name. S

