I lifted my hips to rub against his erection. Samuel ground his teeth together. Before I could react, Samuel rolled off to the side. I turned my head, but he wouldn’t make eye contact. Samuel just laid there staring up at the ceiling.
“What’s wrong?” I asked turning on my side.
“Lily I could never forgive myself if I lost control with you.”
“You have barely touched me, what are you talking about?”
“I’ve never been with anyone that made me forget. Forget who I was or even where I was. Lily you’re mortal and if I lost it,”
Samuel’s voice cracked.
I lifted myself off the bed. Sliding my body atop of his, hoping he wouldn’t slide me away. He didn’t move but his body went rigid. Samuel made no attempt to look down at my face.
He just continued to look up at the ceiling. Still not expla
