“Elara!”
Pain throbs through my chest as someone shakes my shoulder.
“Elara, are you okay? Wake up, please!”
With a groan, I force my eyes open. It’s brighter than I expected, and as things come into focus, I realize that I’m not in that dark room anymore. I’m not in a building at all.
Instead, I’m sitting in the front seat of a car with an inflated airbag in front of me and my best friend Isabeau beside me. Her airbag has gone off too, but she doesn’t look injured. Her face is tight in worry, but unscarred. She looks like the Isabeau I used to know, young and beautiful.
“Thank the Goddess,” she breathes when she sees my eyes open. “I thought…”
She can’t even finish the sentence, her eyes filling with tears at the very idea that something had happened to me.
“What… where are we?” I mumble as I lift my head. My body aches, but there’s no hole in my chest. Somehow, I’m alive, but I don’t understand how I got here.
“Do you have amnesia?” Isabeau gasps. “Or a concussion? Do you remember your name? How many fingers am I holding up?”
She lifts two fingers in front of me, but before I can answer, someone knocks loudly on the car window beside me. Turning my head slowly, trying not to make the pain any worse, I look out to see another familiar face standing outside, his face also drawn in concern.
“Are you alright?” Atticus Ellington asks, and I blink my eyes in disbelief.
He looks younger than he has in a long time. So does Isabeau, now that I think about it. And this accident…
I’m having the strangest sense of deja vu.
Like I’ve been here before.
Maybe I have.
Ten years ago, Isabeau and I were on the way to pick up the dresses for my mating ceremony when we ran into Atticus’ car. Or he ran into ours, to be more correct. His bright red sports car hardly had a scratch on it, while my whole front end crumpled like a soda can. Isabeau and I were lucky to walk away without any injuries, and Atticus paid for the repairs.
I remember when he called me to confirm it had been taken care of.
“You’re getting mated to Caspian Mitchell tomorrow?” he asked after we had finished discussing business.
“Yes,” I confirmed. “Will you be there?”
Caspian took care of the invitations for his friends. I didn’t have control over the guest list, so I didn’t know everyone who would be coming. Atticus and Caspian had never been close, but they moved in the same circles. He might have been invited.
Atticus snorted through the phone. “No. I won’t be attending, and I don’t think you should either.”
What was that supposed to mean? “I shouldn’t attend my own mating ceremony?”
“Not to him, you shouldn’t. He’s not a good person.”
My protective instincts immediately kicked in, wanting to defend Caspian’s honor. “And you are?”
He minced no words. “No. I’m not a good person either, but if you had to choose one of us, I would be the better choice.”
How presumptuous of him! Atticus and I had barely said two words to each other before the accident forced us together, while Caspian had been my brother’s best friend since childhood.
He hung up before I could say anything else, and eventually, I forgot about the whole interaction.
As it comes back to me now, I realize that perhaps he was onto something. Maybe even then, he knew something about Caspian I didn’t.
But is this really happening? Have I actually gone back in time, or is this some kind of dream after dying, like my life flashing before my eyes?
I’m so confused.
“I think she has a concussion,” Isabeau shouts at him through the window. “You better hope it’s only temporary. Her father will kill you if it’s something serious, or I will!”
“I’m fine,” I say quickly, trying to step in before they can get into a fight. My hand reaches for the door handle, and when I find it, Atticus is there. He leans down to help me get my seatbelt off, his strong arm reaching across my body to undo the buckle. When it’s free, he lifts me from the car, his grip strong but surprisingly gentle at the same time.
“Do you remember your name?” he asks me seriously when he has me upright outside the car. “What’s the date?”
I’ve never been so close to him before. I haven’t been close to any man other than Caspian in so long, I’d almost forgotten what it felt like.
“My name is Elara Preston,” I answer, confident about the first part but a little less sure of the answer to the second question. My mating ceremony was on May 22, just before my 23rd birthday, and the accident took place a week beforehand, if I remember correctly. “Today is May 15.”
I must get it right because he doesn’t correct me. He runs his hands over me instead, looking for any sign of injury. His rough fingers somehow feel tender against my skin.
“You seem to be okay,” he eventually agrees. “Your car, however, is not. I’ll call a taxi for you and arrange to have this fixed.”
Isabeau has gotten out of the car while Atticus checks me over, and she comes to stand beside me protectively, glaring over at him. “It’s the least you can do since you hit us.”
One corner of his mouth twists into a smirk. “I think we’re both equally at fault, but if you find you need anything else, you can use my card.”
From his pocket, he pulls out a black premium credit card, handing it over with that same smirk still on his face. He’s actually remarkably handsome this close up, in a devilish sort of way. Dark hair curls over his forehead, brushing against his dark eyebrows that sit over eyes so dark they’re nearly black. His sculpted cheekbones look like they’ve been carved out of marble, with a jaw so firm it could cut glass. I’ve heard whispers among the other women about how good-looking they find him, and about how good he is in bed, but I never paid much attention, perhaps because my love for Caspian blinded me to the charms of any other man.
That love no longer exists. Caspian literally cut it right out of my heart, and it feels like I’m seeing Atticus with new eyes.
The whole world around me feels new.
Have I somehow got a second chance? If this is really ten years ago, can I fix the mistakes I made? Can I stop it all before it happens?
If it’s true, then there’s one thing I know for certain: Caspian Mitchell is going to regret the day he ever met me.