FRANKIE After dinner we all head to the family room where there's a fire lit in the fireplace and make ourselves comfortable on the couches. Needing some fresh air I excuse myself and take the exit leading to the patio. Natalya has been looking at me differently since I got here, she's been eyeing me with want and it's left me confused. She hasn't looked at me this way in so long, it kinda feels foreign. I can tell she's still attracted to me and I would be a lying if I said I'm not attracted to her anymore but I can't entertain these thoughts when it comes to her. Yes she's my first love, a woman I thought I'd grow old with but she left me for the man she's married to. I'm not going there with her. Our relationship ended a long time ago and we are both married to other people now. Si

