Chapter 26: Garland and Guardrails
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By the time the quad thinned out, the sky had settled into that deep winter blue that made the lights look warmer than they really were.
The three of us walked slower now.
Not because anyone said anything—just because no one rushed to leave.
The speaker crackled behind us, limping through the last chorus of a carol before cutting out completely. Someone groaned. Someone else clapped sarcastically. The moment passed.
Sam kicked at a pebble as we walked, hands shoved into his jacket pockets, shoulders relaxed like he hadn’t just deflected a situation that could’ve gone very differently.
Jasper stayed on my other side, still half a step back. Not withdrawn. Not hovering. Just… positioned. Like he’d drawn a quiet perimeter around me and was daring the world to test it.
I didn’t feel boxed in.
I felt covered.
We reached the fork in the path—one direction toward the dorms, the other toward the library and late-night coffee cart that sometimes appeared if you were lucky.
Sam slowed.
“So,” he said casually, like his heart rate hadn’t changed at all. “I was thinking of grabbing something warm before the line disappears.”
I knew he wasn’t just talking to me.
Jasper did too.
Jasper stopped walking.
“I’ve got reading,” he said evenly. Not curt. Not defensive. Just factual.
Sam glanced at him, then back at me. “You?”
I hesitated.
Not because I was unsure.
Because this was new territory.
“I could,” I said. “For a bit.”
Jasper nodded once. No comment. No visible reaction.
But when I stepped forward, he shifted too—just slightly—to walk with us instead of peeling off immediately.
Sam noticed.
He didn’t comment.
We walked together a few more steps before Jasper stopped again.
“I’ll head out here,” he said, eyes on me. “Text me when you’re back.”
It wasn’t a question.
It wasn’t possessive either.
It was care, delivered plainly.
“I will,” I said.
Something flickered across his face—relief, maybe, masked quickly by that familiar calm. Then he nodded once and turned away, footsteps steady as he headed toward the dorm path.
Sam watched him go.
Not with hostility.
With interest.
“That’s a good friend,” he said finally.
“Yes,” I said, without hesitation.
He glanced at me sideways. “Does he know that?”
I smiled faintly. “I think he’s figuring it out.”
We reached the coffee cart just as it opened, steam curling into the air like an invitation. The line was short—miraculously so.
Sam ordered for both of us without asking.
“Peppermint hot chocolate,” he told the barista. “Extra marshmallows. Trust me.”
I raised an eyebrow. “You’re very confident.”
He shrugged. “Some things are worth committing to.”
That landed.
We stepped aside while the drinks were made, the warmth of the cart radiating outward. Sam leaned back against the counter, crossing his ankles, watching me in that open, unapologetic way he had.
“You don’t look like you’re waiting for something to go wrong,” he said.
“I’m not,” I replied.
He smiled, slower this time. “That’s new.”
I huffed. “Everyone keeps saying that.”
“I’m not complaining.”
Our drinks arrived. He handed mine over carefully, fingers brushing mine for just a second longer than necessary.
Intentional.
Claim-adjacent.
I didn’t pull away.
We took a few steps from the cart, settling near the edge of the path where the lights dipped low and the crowd noise softened.
For a moment, we just stood there, sipping.
Then—
“Oh my...”
The voice came from behind us.
Too loud. Too close.
I stiffened—not instinctively this time, but consciously. A choice, not a reflex.
A girl stepped into view, eyes locked on the mistletoe still hanging from the oak behind us.
“Is that—” she laughed, grabbing her friend’s sleeve. “Is that the girl?”
The friend leaned closer. A guy this time. Taller. Confident in that careless way.
I didn’t move.
Neither did Sam.
The guy smiled, already leaning in. “Guess it’s still working, huh?”
Sam shifted—just enough to be unmistakable—placing himself slightly in front of me without blocking my view.
“Not today,” he said lightly.
The guy hesitated, grin faltering. “Relax, man. It’s just a—”
Sam’s smile didn’t change.
But his tone did.
“Not today,” he repeated.
The girl tugged her friend back, suddenly uncertain. “Come on. Let’s go.”
They left quickly, laughter forced, eyes darting once more in my direction before disappearing into the crowd.
I let out a slow breath.
Sam turned to me immediately.
“You okay?”
“Yes,” I said—and realized I meant it. “Thank you.”
He studied my face, searching for something. “You didn’t freeze.”
“No,” I said. “I didn’t need to.”
His smile softened. “Good.”
We walked again, closer now—not touching, but aware of the space between us in a way that felt deliberate.
“Can I be honest?” he asked.
“I hope so.”
“I like that you don’t need saving,” he said. “But I also like that you don’t mind being protected.”
I stopped walking.
He stopped too.
“That’s a careful line,” I said quietly.
“I know,” he replied. “I’m trying not to cross it.”
I looked at him—really looked. The sincerity. The restraint. The fact that he’d stepped in without making me smaller.
“I appreciate that,” I said.
Something in his expression shifted. Not triumph.
Relief.
We started walking again.
Halfway to the dorm path, my phone buzzed.
Jasper.
You good?
I typed back immediately.
Yeah. Heading back soon.
Three dots appeared.
Then disappeared.
Then—
Okay. See you.
I slipped my phone back into my pocket.
Sam noticed.
“Checking in?” he asked.
“Yes.”
He nodded. No jealousy. No tension.
Just acknowledgment.
We reached the point where the path split again—my dorm to the left, his building to the right.
Sam stopped.
“I don’t want to rush this,” he said.
“I know.”
“But I also don’t want to pretend I’m not interested.”
My heart stuttered.
“That’s fair,” I said.
He smiled. “Good. Because I am.”
I met his gaze, steady. “So am I.”
He didn’t kiss me.
Didn’t lean in.
He just smiled—wide and real—and stepped back.
“I’ll see you tomorrow, Ivy.”
“I’ll see you,” I said.
As I walked toward my dorm, the lights glowing softly overhead, I felt it again—that sense of being watched.
Not hunted.
Observed.
I glanced back.
Jasper stood near the edge of the quad, hands in his pockets, expression unreadable.
When our eyes met, he didn’t look away.
He didn’t smile.
He just nodded—slow, deliberate.
Acknowledging the shift.
The stakes.
The fact that whatever this was… wasn’t simple anymore.
And above us all, the garlands and lights swayed gently in the cold night air—decorative, beautiful, and deceptively fragile.
Just like the balance I was learning to hold.
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