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I’M A SURVIVOR
I pay for an Uber again today. At one point, I pick up my phone to call Jo about my car, and then stop myself. Am I playing the helpless female? That’s why Jo likes you so much. You are a lonely crip she can manipulate. And didn’t I make it easy for her? I ignored the signs, after all. I can’t lay all the blame on her. I was so enamored that I was willing to go along with anything, apparently.
With this unsettling revelation bouncing around my head, I walk into Jenny’s office. I sit there waiting for the computer and letting my back adjust, debating. I’m not sure I’m ready to talk to Jo, but I really need my own car. I can’t afford to keep using an Uber just because I want to avoid Jo. I consider going through Louis, but that’s cowardly and I know it. I need to deal di
