More Than Friends (Glee Fanfiction)

Chapter 3

I'm sitting down on my bed and watching tv with my back against the wall and Sam lean his head on my lap while we both watching Fourth Man Out together in my room. We are like bestfriend now. Literally. Bestfriend with benefits.

"Sometimes I wish I was gay." Sam simply said.

"I can make you to be gay." I simply said to him.

"How?" Sam raise his eyebrows at me.

"Get up first." I said to him. Sam sit up from my lap and raise his eyebrows at me. I put my hands around his shoulder and kiss him as he cups my cheek and kisses me back until we both stop. "Do you have feeling for me?"

"No. It doesnt feel anything." Sam shakes his head.

"Okay, you're gay now." I simply said.

"That easy?" Sam frowns.

"Yeah that easy." I nodded and lay my body on my bed.

"Okay I know you're messing up with me." Sam chuckles.

"Then if you wanna be gay, just be gay. I guess it will be more fun." I said to him.

"Yeah? Okay if I'm gay, I also have to make you become gay too." Sam says to me and lay his body next to me.

"I dont wanna be gay. I'm just wanna be bi. Like Brittany maybe." I turn my face at him.

"Those heeartbroken make us crazy." Sam says to me.

"Yeah it is." I nodded as agree.

"Let's be gay then." Sam simpy said.

"But I'm still want to kiss a guy and feel his little beard on my skin." I laugh.

"I'm still love boobs." Sam simply said.

"We cant be gay then." I scoff. "But you were stripper and you must have basic gay." I said to Sam.

"Like my signature thing? Perhaps." Sam nodded.

"I'm really done with love." I said to him.

"Done with the girls." Sam simply said.

"Done with the boys." I simply said.

"No more cheater." Sam says.

"No more drama." I said.

"We are gonna be the strongest single person ever!" Sam and I said proudly.

"Yeah! Hi-five!" I grin at him and show my hand to him and we both hi-five.

"Now, wanna make out?" Sam asks me.

"Sure." I nodded and turn my face at him.

We both start kissing roughly and having our make out until Sam turn his face to kissing my neck and I cant handle it and laugh out loud. That's really ticklish.

"What?" Sam frowns at me.

"That was ticklish. Okay stop it." I chuckle.

"I though you wanna call me with Beiste name." Sam simply said and go back laying his body next to me.

"You were the one who called Quinn with Beiste when you both made out, arent you?" I raise my eyebrows at him.

"Yeah but that was over. No more talking about exes." Sam says to me.

"Hey guys, can I come in?" Kurt knocks my room door.

"Just come. We did nothing." I simply said.

Kurt open my bedroom door and looking at us. "Doing nothing but lay down together." Kurt simply said.

"Sam's gay. Dont worry." I said to Kurt.

"Kate also gay." Sam says to him.

"You both are crazy because of heartbroken." Kurt shakes his head and take my sewing box from my rack.

"Well, I guess I better go home before my mom is looking for me." Sam says and stand up from my bed. He took his varsity jacket and hold his ransel. "See you guys tomorrow." Sam says to us and walk out from my room.

I'm still laying my body on my bed and take my long pillow then hug it and still watching tv until I realized that Kurt starring at me and raises his eyebrows at me.

"You scared me." I frown at Kurt.

"You both are dating, arent you?" Kurt sit down on the edge of my bed.

"No. We arent. And fyi, you covered the tv." I said to Kurt.

Kurt takes the remote and turn off the tv. "Answer me." Kurt simply said.

"We arent dating okay." I frown at him.

"But lay down together and almost everyday you both went out and everyone in glee club talking about you and him." Kurt says to me.

"We just friends....with....benefits." I said nervously.

"What do you mean by friends with benefits?" Kurt frowns at me.

"So Sam and I already swore that we both are friends. No feelings. No relationship. No love. But we have intimacy. Like that." I said to Kurt.

"I cant believe that my little sister make herself look like a slut." Kurt simply said and walk out from my room.

"I'm not a slut!" I shout and walk to his room.

"But you act like you have one night stand with him." Kurt frowns at me.

"Have you ever feel like you been so hurt in love until you dont wanna fall in love anymore? That's what I felt. I've been cheated on and every guy I dated lied to me. Sometimes I wish I could be a gay so I wont get hurt. I'm hurt. I'm exhauted, Kurt." I'm crying and let my head down.

Kurt come over to me and hugs me. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I shouldnt say that. I just dont wanna see you cry or I'll cry too." Kurt rubs my back.

I push his body away slowly and shake my head and wipe my tears away. "No. Dont cry."

"You dont cry." Kurt wipe my tears away.

"Guys, I bough dinner for us so you dont need to... are you crying?" Dad frowns at me.

"No. I'm not, dad." I shake my head and smile at him.

"You think you can lie to your dad?" Dad raises his eyebrows at me.

"It's I made jokes and she laughed out loud until cried." Kurt chuckles.

"Oh I see. Alright, dinner is downstairs. I'm gonna change my clothes first." Dad says to us and walk out from Kurt's room.

I let out a sigh and sit down on his bed and wipe my tears away. "You'll be fine. Kate, I'm gonna graduate and I'm planning to go to New York. You'll be in charge to stay here and take care of dad. Dont be sad. You have to be strong okay." Kurt sit down next to me and rubs my back.

"I'm sorry, Kurt." I half-smiled at him.

"I know how heartbroken you are and to have friends with benefits with Sam is your choice. You can do that if you want to. I wont tell anyone else. Not even Blaine. Dont cry. It's make me sad." Kurt smiles at me.

I'm just sniffling and nodded until Kurt's phone is suddenly ringing. Kurt takes his phone from his side table and read the text he got and gasped. "What happened?"

"Karofsky attempted suicidal." Kurt said while looking at his phone.

"Oh my God." I cover my mouth with my hand.

I though I'm the unluckiest person in this world but there are thousand people out there who hasnt been unlucky even worse than me. I'm just a lucky one.

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"Sam..." I'm standing next to Sam locker and lean my back against the locker rack.

"What happened with you, huh?" Sam turn his face at me.

"Can I join the God squad and pray for Karofsky? I though I was then unluckiest person in this world. I got my boyfriend cheated on me and that was feel like the end of the world." I exhale.

"Come on." Sam takes my hand and walk lead me.

Sam and I walking in the hallways until we both enter an empty classroom with Mercedes, Joe Hart, and Quinn already there and being quiet.

"Can I join?" I ask them.

"I though you didnt believe in God." Quinn turn her face at me.

"I went to church every week with my dad. Kurt is an Atheis, he doesnt believe in God since our mom died. But my dad and I are Christian." I said to them.

"Just sit down. Everyone welcome here." Mercedes half-smiled at me.

I'm just sitting down on a table next to Sam and hold my hand. Sam just half-smiled at me and hold my hands with his left hand. I dont mind with this. Sam and I are like two bestfriend now.

"Guys, we were all hard on Dave. We thought he was going to hurt Kurt. I just never thought he'd hurt himself." Mercedes says to us.

"It wasn't our job to know." Sam says to them.

"Then whose job was it? We should start today's meeting by praying for Karofsky.

That he finds peace and that he feels better.

I think we should start today's meeting by praying for his family. They could use comfort more than he could." Mercedes says sadly.

"I just don't understand how he could get to such a horrible, dark place." Sam says to us.

"It's all over f******k. A couple of kids from Karofsky's new school saw him at Breadstix with Kurt on Valentine's Day. They posted mean stuff on his page and texted everyone that he was gay. He couldn't take it." Mercedes says to us.

"How is he? Is he going to live?" Joe asks.

"Well, he's in the hospital, but thank God his dad found him in time." Mercedes half-smiled at us.

"I feel sorry for Karofsky, but what he did was selfish. He didn't just want to hurt himself; he wanted to hurt everyone around him. I went through the wringer, but I never got to that place." Quinn says to us.

"Quinn, please." Kurt suddenly walks in. "Sure, you had a baby when you were 16 and you had a bad dye job for two weeks, but seriously? The world never stopped loving you. And you're going to Yale. You have no idea what Karofsky was struggling with." Kurt says to Quinn.

"You really want to try to compare.." Quinn says to Kurt.

"The despair, the self-loathing." Kurt says to Quinn.

"It doesn't matter." Quinn simply said.

"I just can't imagine things getting so messed-up that you would consider taking your own life. That is so harsh and reductive. Have some compassion. Do you know what they're still writing on his f******k? "Better luck next time" and "Try, try again." Kurt says sadly.

"Why are you even here, Kurt? Thought you didn't believe in God." Quinn says to Kurt.

"He asked me if he could come, and I invited him." Joe says to us.

"I heard you guys were praying for Karofsky, and after everything that we've been through, I didn't have anywhere else to go. I feel responsible. He asked me out, and I said no. And he kept calling me If I'd just answered one of those stupid calls...." Kurt exhales.

"We're taking a edible arrangement to the hospital. Do you want to come with us?" Mercedes asks Kurt.

"Yeah sure." Kurt nodded.

I stand up from my seat and walk closer to him and hug him really tight. Kurt always comfort me when I was sad. Even he just came over to me and hugged me when I cried. And now I cant see him sad. That's it.

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I'm walking in the hallways alone and hold my hand until I see Artie is in front of his locker and suddenly one of his book fall down to the ground. I make a little run to him and take that book from the ground and give it to him.

"Artie, I want to apologize for what I did during Valentines. I know you were really so hard to make me happy but I wasnt understand. Those seniors will be graduate and I just want to be friends with all of you. Do you want to forgive me?" I raise my eyebrows at Artie and kneel down in front of him.

"I was the one who were wrong. I know I shouldnt be like that. I lied to you. I made you cried a lot and I shouldnt pretend like everything was fine and forced you to back into my life. I'm sorry too. Those all my fault. Your 'Gives You Hell' really woke me up." Artie smiles at me.

"Thank you." I smile back at him and kiss his cheek.

"So are friends or....?" Artie grins at me.

"You were really sweet. Even the sweetest one but I dont wanna be a relationship right now. I just wanna focus with my dream." I giggle at him.

"I totally understand that. Why dont you just say like this than you threw all the gifts I gave to you to the wastebasket?" Artie chuckles and shut his locker.

"You know me. Playing it cool." I chuckle and standing behind his wheelchair and start pushing his wheelchair.

"Not getting back together with Puckerman right?" Artie asks me.

"Hell to the no. I'm a strong, single woman." I chuckle.

"Good one." Artie simply nodded until we both enter the auditorium.

Mr. Schue want us to meet us here. And I dont know about what happen but it must be because of the things that happened to Karofsky. Yeah it shocked everyone here. I know that kid. He threatened my brother a lot until dad had to transferred Kurt to Dalton Academy but Kurt went back to McKinley. To the place where we belong.

"Mr. Schue, why do you have a jar of peanut butter with one spoon?" Mercedes asks Mr. Schue.

"Yeah, there are 16 of us here, and I'm only comfortable sharing a spoon with about half of you." Sugar says to Mr. Schue.

"Well, it's come to my attention that our good friend Rory Flanagan has never tasted peanut butter." Mr. Schue chuckles.

"What?! Are you serious?" I chuckle.

"No way." Puck shakes his head.

"It's not possible." Tina chuckles.

"Rory, if you don't mind." Mr. Schue says to Rory and give him a spoon of peanut butter.

Rory taste that peanut butter and grins at us. "Oh, God Oh, my God That's the best thing I've ever had." Rory giggles.

"Mr. Shuester, wow, that's incredibly moving." Finn says to Mr. Schue.

"Yeah, Mr. Schue, what's the point of all this?" Kurt asks Mr. Schue.

"The point is Rory just had a brand-new experience, something as simple as peanut butter. You guys are young. I want you to promise me that, no matter how depressed you get, no matter how hopeless or alone you feel, you'll try your best to imagine all of the amazing experiences you have ahead of you." Mr. Schue says to us.

"Mr. Schue, look, I know we're a little dramatic sometimes, but I don't think anyone will ever consider taking their own life." Mercedes says to Mr. Schue.

"I did. Junior year. That was a tough year. I, uh, I cheated on my math midterm. Peeked at the answers of the guy next to me and the teacher saw me do it." Mr. Schue half-smiled at us.

"Just 'cause you got caught cheating? I get caught cheating all the time." Puck simply said.

"They called my dad at his office, and he was coming to pick me up. How was I supposed to look him in the eye? I just kept cturing my dad so disappointed in me. So I walked up to the roof. I went right to the edge. One step and all the pain and humiliation would be over." Mr. Schue says.

"Is that true?" Kurt frowns.

"That day, I promise you, it felt like it was the end of the world. But you know what? It wasn't. You know, for some of you, getting caught cheating isn't a big deal. But there's something everyone has something that might take them up to that edge. And look at all the things I would've missed out on. I would've never met you guys or Emma. I would've missed out on everything. So, right now, I want you all to think of something that you're looking forward to. Big things." Mr. Schue says to us.

"Someday, I want to earn enough money to buy my folks a new place, so they don't ever have to go through losing their home again." Sam half-smiled at us.

"I'm most looking forward to meeting Rachel Berry's children." Mercedes says as the others chuckles and Rachel just mouthing 'thank you'.

"I want to be there to see my kid's first steps." Artie says to us.

"I want to be there to see s*x and the City Part III." Sugar grins at us.

"Wow." Mr. Schue chuckles.

"I'm sort of embarrassed to admit it, but I really do want to graduate high school." Puck says to us.

"I'm gonna petition the Army to change my dad's dishonorable discharge status to an honorable one." Finn says to us.

"I'm looking forward to see my big brother perform on Broadway." I smile at Kurt. As Kurt just smiles back at me.

"I'm looking forward to graduating from Yale at the top of my class." Quinn says to us.

"I'm looking forward to the day when my grandmother loves me again." Santana says to us.

"I want Lord Tubbington to kick his Ecstasy addiction." Brittany simply said.

"I am looking forward to marriage equality in all 50 states." Blaine says to us.

"I'm looking forward to the first time I dance at Carnegie Hall." Mike says to us.

"I just want a song." Tina chuckles.

"I'm looking forward to watching my dad make a difference in Congress." Kurt smiles at us.

"I'm looking forward to being friends with all of you for the rest of my life." Rachel smiles at us.

"I know this sounds silly, and the peanut butter really is amazing, Mr. Schue, but do you know what I'm looking forward to? Winning at Regionals." Rory grins at us.

We are chuckling at each other until Mr. Schue stand up from his seat and spread his arms as we start hugging each other and comforting each other.

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Sam's POV

I'm standing in front of my locker and turn my face until I see Kate is walking in the hallways alone and looking at her phone until she walk passed me. This noon I saw her walk down with Artie and she kissed his cheek. Are they dating? But no way. No one of us is allowed to date anyone else.

"Ouch! You stepped on me." I fake groan.

"Dont lie to me." Kate put her hands on her hips.

"Damn you knew it. Okay fine." I simply said and turn my face to my locker.

"Mopey Dick." Kate simply said and toss my head.

"Boobles Katy Perry." I roll my eyes.

"How much I have to tell you that my name is Kate huh?" Kate glares at me and pinches my nose.

"Hi. I'm Baymax." I make an impression while she is still pinching my nose.

"Sam, dont get offended. But Baymax is hugable, he is big and white, and chubby. And you? Have a big mouth." Kate says to me and let my nose go.

"At least I have boobs." I make an impression.

"Dont make out with me anymore." Kate glares at me.

"Hey, I saw you with Artie this noon. Are you two?" I raise my eyebrows at her and shut my locker.

"No. I close my heart and locked it and I throw the key to the sea so no one can find it." Kate says to me.

"I burried my heart in cemetery." I said to her.

"Do you already have funeral for that?" Kate simply asks me.

"Who's died?" I ask quietly at her.

"Ah you dont get my jokes." Kate rolls her eyes.

"No wonder your exes cheated on you. You have a bad taste of jokes." I simply said.

"No wonder your exes broke up with you because of your stupid impression." Kate simply said to me. "Okay. I wanna go home now. And sleeping. I'm gonna prepare for regionals tomorrow. Bye bye, Mopey Dick." Kate grins at me and walk away.

"See you!" I wave her goodbye and turn my way.

I turn my way and start walking in the hallways until Puck blocks my way. "You and her are going out now?" Puck frowns at me.

"No. We didnt. I dont even have feelings for her." I frown at Puck.

"Good then. So I'm still have my chance." Puck simply said and walk away.

I raise my eyebrows and go back to walk in the hallways. Yeah. We kissed a lot, we cuddled, we made out, but I dont have any feelings for Kate even though she is beautiful and funny. We are getting closer as we both start telling secret. Let's just say that we both still having bestfriend with benefits. And I'm okay with this. Besides I dont care about what other people say.