I'm standing in front of Finn's grave and looking at the stone. His life is really short. How can people died in 19 year old age just because of stupid traffic accident? This is unfair. Meanwhile there is a lot of people who want to committ suicide but it never works. I cant cry anymore. My heart is empty. I dont know what I feel or what anyone else feel. This is too hurt. He left us. Finn left us without any goodbye or even a testament letter. I just can standing and looking at Carole who cant stop crying because she lost his son. Well, I lost my brother. Everyone is still mourning and they are still crying even Rachel didnt come for the funeral and I know what she felt. More than hurts. No words can describe that. I mean, this is too fast. I wish I could spend more time with him. And

