I'm sitting down in sewing room while sewing costume for Kurt's NYADA audition today. I'm gonna be one of the back up singer along with Brittany and Tina.
"What are you doing here?" Artie wheels in.
"Hey, I'm sewing for Kurt's NYADA audition costume." I turn my face at Artie. "How come you can find me here?"
"I can smell your parfume and follow it like a dog." Artie chuckles.
"And that's stupid." I chuckle.
"I actually have something to ask to you." Artie says to me and sit down in front of me.
"And what's that?" I raise my eyebrows.
"I miss you, Kate." Artie says to me.
"Artie..."
"Dont say anything let me finish." Artie says to me and holds my hand. "We've been dating for a year. Sophomore year was our year. You made me realize that you're amazing. Tina dumped me but you raised me and made me feel like human again. And even though I know I did a mistake but give me a chance. It was nothing with Brittany. And you know that she even doesnt love me and I just want you back. I'm suck without you." Artie says to me.
I half-smiled at him. "I'll think about that okay." I said to him and take my costume then went out from that room.
I dont know what to do. Artie and I dated for a year. And deep down, I'm still have feeling left for him but I dont wanna be in relationship anymore because it hurts me. But there is nothing wrong to give someone a second chance to fix everything. I dont know what to do.
"Hey, the costume is done? I'm sorry I have my exam. Honey, are you okay? Hello?" Kurt waves his hand in front of my face.
"Artie told me that he wanted me to back to his life and I dont know what to say. I mean- I mean I'm still have feeling for him but I'm done with love and relationship." I said to Kurt and lean on against the wall.
"Follow what your heart said. If you wanna go back. Just do that. If you dont, that's your choice." Kurt rubs my sleeve. "Come on. I need my back up for my audition." Kurt grins at me and take my hand then walk lead me.
I'm just being quiet and walk follow Kurt to the auditorium for his NYADA audition. I walk enter backstage and change my clothes behind the curtain for the backup singer as Tina and Brittany also ready with their costume.
After that I went out from behind the curtain and fix my hair and put a little headband on my hair. Kurt and Rachel are talking near the stage and I turn my face out to the stage and it's Carmen Tibideaux. I might not want to get into NYADA but I know hed since Kurt told me about her a lot.
"Are you nervous?" I ask Kurt.
"Little bit but I'll be fine." Kurt giggles.
"Sure. You'll be." I smile at him. "You have to get there okay. You have to get into NYADA and get your dream plan." I said to Kurt.
"Kurt Hummel." Ms. Tibideaux called Kurt.
"Good luck." I smile at him as Kurt walk to the stage.
Brittany, Tina, and I are standby on the backstage as Kurt is standing on the stage and ready with his performance. "Hello, I'm Kurt Hummel. I'm gonna perform omething that's a little more out there, but much more me. "Not the Boy Next Door," from the Peter Allen bio-musical, The Boy from Oz. Ladies?" Kurt turns his face to us then we walk to the stage. "I had my swans on standby." Kurt says to Ms. Tibideaux until the music begin and we start choreography and singing back up.
Kurt:
Comin' home used to feel so good
I'm a stranger now in my neighborhood
I've seen the world at a faster pace
And I'm comin' now from a diff'rent place
Though I may look the same way to you
Underneath there is somebody new
I am not the boy next door
I don't belong like I did before
Nothin' ever seems like it used to be
You can have your dreams, but you can't have me
Oh, I can't come back there anymore
'Cause I am not the boy next door
You've been savin' those souvenirs,
Faded photographs from our foolish years
We made plans, but they're wearin' thin
And they don't work out 'cause I don't fit in
And those mem'ries will just weigh me down
'Cause I got no place to keep 'em uptown
I am not (Brittany, Kate, and Tina: do do) the boy next door (Brittany, Kate, and Tina: do do)
I don't belong (Brittany, Kate, and Tina: do do) like I did before
Nothin' ever seems like it used to be
You can have your dreams, but you can't have me
Kurt with Brittany, Kate, and Tina:
Oh, I can't go back there anymore
'Cause I am not the boy next door
Kurt (Brittany, Kate, and Tina):
I'm not sorry for just bein' me
But if you'd look past the past you could see
That I am not
(You are not)
(The boy next door)
(You don't belong)
Kurt:
Nothin' ever seems like it used to be
You can have your dreams, oh, but you can't have me
Kurt with Brittany, Kate, and Tina:
I can't go back there anymore
'Cause I am not (Brittany, Kate, and Tina: You are not)
I am not (Brittany, Kate, and Tina: You are not)
I am not the boy next door
"You know, Hugh Jackman won a Tony Award for playing Peter Allen. Hugh trained with me the summer I was in residence at the Sydney Opera House, and I'm certain that he would have been as impressed with what you did with that song as I am. A bold choice, young man. I congratulate you for taking such a risk today." Ms. Tibideaux smiles at Kurt.
"Thank you." Kurt smiles happily and walk to the backstage.
I smile happily and hug him. "You made it!" I grin at him.
"I know. I wasnt sure for that song first but now I'm totally sure. Thank you. Thank you, guys." Kurt smiles at Brittany, Tina, and I.
"You're gonna get it." Brittany smiles at Kurt.
"Yeah. Good luck, Kurt." Tina smiles at Kurt.
"Thank you once again." Kurt smiles at them.
They both take their clothes and walk away from the auditorium. "I will adjust these things." I said to Kurt.
"Thank you so much. I'm gonna see Rachel's performance." Kurt kisses my forehead and walk away.
I close the suitcase with some costume inside then change my clothes behind the curtain after that I put my costume inside the suitcase and bring this suitcase to out from the auditorium. Not I dont want to watch Rachel's performance but I'm afraid if she will feel under pressure because it's an audition for her future.
I walk in the hallways and bring that suitcase to my locker. I'm standing in front of my locker and open my locker.
"Are you getting back together with Artie?" Sam suddenly standing next to my locker.
"No." I shake my head. "Well, he asked me to getting back together with him but I havent answer him yet." I said to Sam.
"Then what are you gonna answer?" Sam asks me.
I shut my locker and cross my hand around his elbow as we both start walking together. "I dont know. I mean I'm still in love with him but..."
"Maybe you can say that you're confused." Sam simply said.
"Or maybe I can say that I love him but I dont wanna be in a relationship." I said to Sam.
"It's up to you actually. Because those are your choice but remember that you got a new blonde friend here." Sam grins at me.
"If I say yes to him, you will mad at me, right? Because-because I break our promises." I half-smiled at him.
"No. We still can hanging out. Oh I have a new video game. We should play that after school." Sam says to me.
"Cant." I shake my head. "Will have dinner with my dad, also Finn's mom." I said to Sam.
"Talking about your marriage with Finn?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.
"We broke up." I chuckle and push his body away.
"I was thinking about that." Sam simply said. "Alright, I have to go. The boys are planning to help Puck to graduate." Sam says to me and walk away.
I shrug and turn my way to go out from McKinley building. To the parking lot and bring this costume to Kurt's car. I will thinking about what Artie said. And Sam was right. We are like bro to bro now and we can hangin out together.
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I went out from my bedroom and walk downstairs with black jeans, long sleeve shirt, a shawl, slingbag, and let my hair in messy bun. Tonight will have dinner with Finn's mom and Finn in Breadstix. I guess that there is something that dad wanna tell us.
I walk to the kitchen and take a glass of water until dad and Kurt walk downstairs. "You guys ready?" Dad asks us.
"Yeah." I nodded.
"Come on. Kate, dont forget to lock the door." Dad says to me and walk out from our house.
I walk out from my house and lock the door and put the key inside my bag. After that I walk to dad's car and enter the backseat as Kurt already sit down on the front seat and dad is driving.
I turn my face to the street until suddenly my phone is vibrating. I take my phone from my bag and read the text that I got from Sam.
From: Crazy Sam
My dog is pregnant. I though she was a guy not a girl dog
I cant help it and chuckle reading his text. I type something on my phone and answer his text.
To: Crazy Sam
Congratulations for that. Dont forget to bring her to hospital when she want to labour. Finally you become a dad.
I lock my phone and go back turn my face to the street until then Sam answer my text again.
From: Crazy Sam
Thank you. You should come to my house tomorrow so I can show you her big belly.
To: Crazy Sam
I will.
I lock my phone and put my phone to my slingbag as dad park his car in front of Breadstix and went out from his car. We then walk to Breadstix. I look around and I see Finn and his mom already waiting for us.
I hold Kurt's hand and walk follow dad to their table. And smiles at them. It could be awkward seriously. Since Finn and I were dating and my feelings said that he is going to be my step-brother.
"Come on, sit down." Finn's mom smiles at us.
"I'm sorry for making you wait, there was debating about clothes I should wear with these kids." Dad says to her.
"That's okay. We just order our food. By the way." Finn's mom says to us.
"Arent you supposed to be in McKinley and help Puck with his study?" I raise my eyebrows at Finn.
"How could you know that?" Finn frowns at me.
"Sam told me." I simply said.
"So you and Sam are a thing now?" Finn raises his eyebrows at me.
"Is that wrong if a girl have a friendship with a guy closer than a girl to a girl?" I roll my eyes.
"Nothing's wrong. Only a bit jealous, I guess." Finn smirks at me.
I chuckle and shake my head. Finn just chuckles and still smirking at me until dad clears his throat. I'm just being quiet and drink my drink then take the bread sticks and eat that.
"Guys, I have an announcement to make." Dad says to us and propose a toast.
"What is that?" Kurt simply ask.
"We are getting married!" Dad and Finn's mom said it together.
"Yeay!" Kurt smiles happily.
"WHAT?!" Finn and I frown and gasped.
"What's wrong? You said that you want to see me be happy." Dad says to me.
"This is weird. It's like 'oh I ever made out with my step-brother because he was my ex-boyfriend." I frown.
"Yeah.. I also cant go to the prom with Kate. Because she is going to be my step-sister and it will be weird." Finn frowns.
"You were about to ask me to prom?" I turn my face at Finn.
"Rachel isnt type of girl prom." Finn simply said.
"Well, you both already know each other really close right? So that's good." Finn's mom says to us.
"We dont get a chance to getting back together." Finn simply said.
"You have a fiancé and can you stop tease me?" I scoff. "Okay... I will calm down." I exhale and take a deep breath. "Okay... okay..."
"Yeah? So?" Dad raises his eyebrows at me.
"I dont love Finn anymore. I'm totally over him. I wont go to the prom with him. So it's a yes. Just do that. I put my dad on my number one and it will be great if my dad is happy." I smile at dad.
"What about you, Finn?" Finn's mom asks him.
"Well, even though I lost my chance but as long as you're happy, mom." Finn says to his mom.
"Thank you. Thank you guys so much for supporting us. We want to let you guys know this first before anyone else." Dad says to us.
"So when the wedding will be begin?" Kurt asks them. "I will take care of it from here. I have a trunk full of wedding magazines hidden under my bed. I’m thinking of a russet and cognac theme. Those are colors, Finn. Fall wedding colors. Autumnal." Kurt says excitedly.
"Nothing too extravagant, Kurt, okay? We’re gonna use whatever savings we have. We are spending it on the honeymoon. That’s right. We’re going to Waikiki. We’re gonna go to the hotel where they put up the guest stars on Lost." Dad says to Kurt. "And don’t worry. You're gonna move to our house. The kids got a basement entertaiment room but since it's no longer work out, you can change it into your room." Dad says to Finn.
"They have a big house." Finn's mom says to Finn.
"Yeah cool. I can move out my stuff." Finn simply nodded.
"All right, now listen, Kurt, Mr. Wedding Planner, I want you to take care of one thing. I don’t care about the food or the booze at this party, but I want one heck of a band. I’ve been eating right. I’ve been exercising. And I want to boogie with Carole at this wedding. And I will boogie." Dad says to Kurt.
"You are fourty, dad." I roll my eyes.
"Top fourty." Dad rubs my hair and chuckles.
"All right. It’s already taken care of, Dad. I’m going to hire the New Directions as your band. Right? It won’t cost you a cent. They’re cheap, they’re available. Long story short…you’re having a Glee wedding." Kurt says excitedly.
I let out a sigh and lean my head on Kurt's shoulder then look at Finn. It will be really weird. My ex-boyfriend is going to be my step-brother. I really ever made out with my step-brother.
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I went out from my classroom and hold my binder. I walk in the hallways until I see Artie is in front of his locker and turn his face at me. I made up my mind. I already think what should I do.
I walk closer to him and smiles at him. "Hey." I smile at Artie.
"Hey, pretty." Artie smiles back at me.
"I got to be honest with you." I said to Artie.
"I'm ready to hear anything you want to say to me." Artie says to me.
"I do love you, Artie. But I dont want to be in any relationship right now. Why dont we bother in a relationship if we both love each other? I just want to be free. I love my freedom and I dont want to get hurt. I'm afraid that what if I lose control then I hurt you? I dont want that happen. So please understand that. I'm so sorry. I'm-I'm so sorry." I half-smiled at Artie.
"You dont need to say sorry. I already know that you would say this and thanks for being honest with me. You are still the most amazing woman that I've ever met." Artie smiles at me.
I smile back at him and push my face closer to him and kiss him softly as he is kissing me back and we both smiling at each other.
"What are you gonna do after school?" Artie asks me.
"I'm planning to play Sam's new video game with him. But I can spend this school hours with you. Come on." I said to Artie and stand up behind his wheelchair and start pushing his wheelchair.
"I heard that Kurt is planning about your dad and Finn's mom wedding party." Artie says.
"Yeah. It's kinda awkward you know. Finn will be my step-brother and he is also my ex-boyfriend." I chuckle.
"As long as you both wont do something like in some porn movie." Artie chuckles.
"We arent like that, Artie." I chuckle and keep pushing his wheelchair to the cafetaria.
"You know that you are kinda the most beautiful girl in this school. Even though you're in club you are kinda popular one and Finn must be want to go back with you especially after how Rachel blew her audition." Artie says to me.
"And are you jealous with that?" I chuckle.
"If you mean by Finn. Yes, I am. He is so much better than me I guess." Artie says.
"Ugh it's over. I dont wanna have any relationship right now." I roll my eyes and keep pushing Artie's wheelchair.
I keep walking with him until we both enter the cafetaria and Artie take his foodtray. I take my foodtray and fill it with the food I want to buy. After that I pay my food and walk to the glee table with others and Kurt is busy with his wedding magazine. Dad was really right to choose him because Kurt is like party planner.
"Kate, look at this beautiful wedding dress." Kurt grins at me and shows me a wedding dress picture.
"I need about ten years from now to wear that, I guess." I said to Kurt.
"Ugh it's useless to talk about this to you." Kurt rolls his eyes.
"I said to you many times that I dont wanna help. Last time, I tried to make surprise birthday party for you, but you knew it. So no more." I shake my head.
"Fine. Then dont protest or anything." Kurt simply said.
"I wont." I roll my eyes.
"Hey, guys have you heard that Puck just finished his exam?" Sam walks to us and sit down next to me.
"We did, Sam." Mercedes says to Sam.
"Oh what about Finn's mom and Kurt's father marriage?" Sam asks them.
"Here. I'm planning on that." Kurt grins at Sam.
"Haha you're late." I mock Sam.
Sam didnt say anything but suddenly put french fries to my mouth. I roll eyes and grunt as the others start laughing. This is not funny at all.
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Sam's POV
I'm sitting down on my bed with my back against the wall. Kate is sitting down in front of me and lean her back against my chest and I put my hand around her belly as we both playing games and blanket cover our legs.
"
Sam, I'm sleepy." Kate's yawning.
"Just sleep." I simply said.
It's Friday night and I guess that Kate will have sleepover in my house again. My parents are downstairs and all they know that Kate and I are dating but the fact we dont. I told them that we both only bestfriend but they didnt trust me.
"Sam!!!" Kate pinches my nose.
"Ugh stop it." I roll my eyes. "I said just sleep but dont leave me."
"You really need to find a girlfriend I guess." Kate simply said.
"No. I dont wanna have a girlfriend. I dont wanna be in love. I'm done with relationship. Or dont tell me that you said yes to Artie?" I frown at Kate.
"I said I love him but I'm done with love. I dont wanna be in a relationship anymore." Kate shakes his head.
"So just shut up with that." I simply said.
"I'm sleepy, you play it alone okay." Kate simply said and place her playstation stick on the side table next to my bed.
She lean her head on my chest. I pull her body closer to me and look at the tv while playing games alone. Glad that she said no to Artie. I dont know why I'm kinda jealous about that. Maybe because I'm afraid that I dont have any more time to hangin out with Kate, I guess. But the fact she is here with me.
I dont need any new girlfriend. I got Kate here. A bestfriend who take bigger place than a girlfriend. We cuddle, we kiss, we make out, and we hangin out.
I turn my face at Kate and she really fall asleep and her head almost fall to my arms. I love sleeping in her hug or while hugging her. I dont know why.
I move her head and lean in on my chest and pull her tigher to me. After that I kiss her forehead that still with plaster on it becauss of me. I pull the blanket a little higher to cover her body then turn my face go back to tv. It will be cool amazing Friday night.