The Two sides

No dream this monday

I could finally feel the warmth of her embrace, smell her and look in her eyes all day.

Although I act like I don't care about anyone, I admit that I do have one weak spot and that is Amelia, she is the girl I am in love with for the previous 5 years and we have been separated for two years until now.

Amelia had gone overseas with her family for the operation of her mother who was suffering from cancer.

I grabbed her hand and took her to the rooftop of the school building, well I have done something so gutsy but now I didn't know what to say. And she looked at me with excitement in those blue eyes of hers as if she is expecting to hear something from me.

Gathering my courage I finally spoke, how have you been? followed by the concern for her mother; and how is your mother now?Is she fine?

She burst into tears with a laugh, that was odd but now I knew that everything was fine."I missed you", and that was all she said.

Meeting her was the best thing in my life, she was the one who got me out of the trauma and depression that accident had put me into. Our first meeting was quite dramatical, it was at the hospital I was admitted at and she came there for her mom's checkup.

As usual I was just lying on my bed, bored as there were no patients in that room with whom I could play with, only one bed was empty and I was just hoping that the next patient be someone of my age a girl would be much better. But soon an aunty laid on that bed which really infuriated me and I yelled that I want some water.

There was no nurse there at the time but a kind-hearted girl thought that I was really thirsty and came to check upon me; filling me a glass of water. She was of my age, had blue eyes, long blonde hair, shining white skin and a beautiful smile. She raised my head with her delicate hands and helped me drink water while I was just mesmerized by her beauty and kept staring at her.

That was the first time I smelled Amelia and I am sure that was the moment I fell in love with her, yes it was love at first sight.

After that meeting it took me no time to become friends with her and soon come to the stage of boyfriend. Now I want to be by her side my whole life and protect her, take care of her and never let her get hurt.

"What are you thinking about", Amelia asked while waving her hand in front of my eyes. Suddenly coming to present I realised that we have been sitting here silently for too long looking at eachother as if we'll never get to see the next day.

But that was something inevitable as we had been separated for too long that even looking at eachother for whole day won't be enough.

I need to do something more and then I looked towards her lips, she immediately got the hint I think as she started strolling her hands in her hair and her cheeks went red too.

Without any moment of hesitation I moved my lips closer to her and she closed her eyes. This was our first kiss, I felt a soft and sweet presence at my lips, my heart raced so fast that I was afraid it would just come out of my chest but my fear was for nothing, soon we held eachother by our arms and kissed really desperately with our lips locked tightly onto oneanother. That kiss lasted about ten minutes I think with short moments of breaks in between, and that was enough to make us sweat, I could see that her face was hot red and she would have seen that for me too.

After that kiss we were too shy to even look at eachother's eyes. That night when I was just going to sleep I remembered the taste of that kiss and it kept me awake whole night. A whole week passed by and with Amelia here I didn't even notice it but monday was here.

I slept as usual expecting that kind of dream to come again but I woke up with a frown and my mind blank.

No Dream!...