Alaria: The sun rose far too quickly. And though somehow I had learned to love warnings today, I had hoped that it did not come too quickly. I wanted this to end. I thought that maybe if I did not go out, I was not going to see him. It was just not going to be real. I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I tried. I’d spent most of the night pacing my room like a restless ghost, replaying every second of the kiss I never should’ve allowed. My lips still felt bruised. My thoughts? A mess. My chest, well, that ached more than I wanted to admit, in a way that I disliked more than anything else. I was avoiding him. Avoiding the villa corridors where he might be. Avoiding the kitchen. Avoiding the garden. Avoiding everything that looked remotely like him. Kai had made a joke at breakfa

