Genesis's POV It was happening. And I was scared. Things like this had happened before—but in more violent ways. When he placed me on the bed, flashes of Jimmy surfaced in my mind. I forced them away. I had fought before. But as time passed, I learned that resistance only led to more pain. It was easier to shut down, to detach, to let it happen. That was what I planned to do now. But for some reason, it wasn’t working. My heart pounded in my chest, my breaths shallow. I felt fear, yes—but something else lurked beneath it. Something unfamiliar. Anticipation. That made no sense. There was nothing to anticipate. s*x was pain. It had always been pain. Yet as I was pressed against the wall, my legs wrapped around his waist, his mouth warm against my neck, kissing, licking—this strang

