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The bucket was too heavy again. Lyra’s arms burned as she hauled it across the kitchen floor, water sloshing over the rim and soaking the front of her thin dress. The boards were already wet from the storm outside, and every step left muddy tracks she would have to scrub later. No one cared. No one ever did. “Move faster, cursed bitch.” Dain’s voice cut through the low chatter of the pack hall. He leaned against the doorway with his arms crossed, watching her the way a man watches a dog that has already been beaten once and might still try to bite. His lip curled when she didn’t answer. She kept her head down and dragged the bucket the last few feet to the hearth. The fire had gone out hours ago. Alpha Caden liked the main room cold when he was in a foul mood. Tonight he was in a foul mood. Everyone could feel it. Lyra knelt and started scooping the cold water onto the floor with a cracked wooden bowl. The smell of old ash and wet wood filled her nose. Her knuckles were already raw. They always were. The scars across the backs of her hands stood out pale against the dirt, thin white lines from years of the same work. Some were from knives. Some were from teeth. Most were just from falling and not being allowed to stay down long enough to heal properly. Her wolf stayed silent. It had been silent for so long she sometimes wondered if it was still there at all. Only the faintest pressure behind her ribs answered when she reached for it, like a hand pressed flat against glass. The pain kept it quiet. Fear kept it quiet. She had learned early that shifting only made them angrier. A boot landed hard against the side of the bucket. Water exploded across the floor and over her knees. “I said faster.” Dain stood over her now. He was one of Caden’s betas, broad and mean, with a permanent bruise of satisfaction on his face whenever she was near. He liked the sound she made when she tried not to make a sound. He liked that she never begged. Lyra wiped water from her eyes with the back of her wrist and reached for the bowl again. She did not look up. Someone across the room laughed. A few of the younger wolves were playing cards near the long table, pretending not to watch. They always pretended. Looking too hard at the cursed leftover could get a man noticed, and no one wanted Caden’s attention when the alpha was already restless. The door to the alpha’s private rooms opened. Caden stepped out bare chested, a half empty bottle of whiskey in one hand. His dark hair was loose around his shoulders. The scar that ran from his left temple to his jaw looked darker in the low light. He surveyed the room the way a man surveys property he already owns. His gaze landed on Lyra. “She still breathing?” he asked Dain, voice flat. “For now.” Caden grunted and walked past without another word. The pack went quiet until he disappeared down the hall toward the training yard. Only then did the cards start moving again. Lyra kept scrubbing. Her shoulders ached. The dress clung to her skin, the fabric thin enough that the old whip marks across her back showed through when it got wet. She had stopped counting them years ago. There was no point. New ones always came. A memory tried to surface, her mother’s hands, warm and careful, braiding her hair by the river while her father sharpened a blade nearby. The scent of pine and clean water. The soft rumble of her father’s laugh when she asked if she would be strong one day. She crushed it before it could finish. Memories only made the nights longer. By the time the floor was mostly clean, the storm outside had thickened. Rain hammered the roof in a steady roar. Lightning flashed white through the high windows. Someone shouted for more wood. Someone else cursed when the door blew open and let in a sheet of cold water. Lyra rose stiffly, emptied the last of the dirty water out the side door, and carried the empty bucket back toward the kitchen. Her bare feet left wet prints on the stone. The kitchen was quieter, only the cook and two kitchen girls still moving between the long counters. The cook, an older woman with gray streaking her hair, glanced at Lyra and looked away just as fast. Everyone looked away eventually. “Plates,” the cook muttered, nodding toward the stack drying near the sink. “Alpha wants the good ones for tomorrow. Don’t drop any.” Lyra nodded once and began stacking the heavy ceramic plates into a wooden crate. They were old, chipped at the edges, the pack’s crest stamped into the center of each one. She had washed these plates a thousand times. She knew the weight of them, the way the glaze felt under her fingers. She was almost finished when Dain’s voice came from the doorway again. “You still in here?” She did not answer. She never did unless forced. He walked in, boots loud on the stone. The kitchen girls scattered without a word. The cook stayed only long enough to grab a basket of bread and disappear into the pantry. Dain stopped close enough that she could smell the whiskey on his breath. “Caden says you’re to sleep in the shed tonight. Storm or not. Says the main house is too good for cursed blood when the moon’s this close to full.” Lyra kept stacking plates. Her hands were steady. They had to be. He reached past her and flicked one of the plates with a finger. It wobbled on the edge of the crate. “You hear me?” “Yes.” The word was quiet. Flat. She had learned that tone years ago. Anything softer invited more. Anything harder invited worse. Dain smiled without warmth. He flicked the plate again, harder. It tilted, hung for a second, then slipped. Lyra’s hand shot out on instinct. She caught it. For half a breath she thought she had saved it. Then Dain’s boot came down on her wrist. The plate shattered against the stone floor. The sound was sharp and final, like a bone breaking. Silence followed. Even the rain seemed to pause. Dain looked down at the pieces, then at her. “Clumsy little leftover.” He grabbed her by the hair and dragged her up. Pain flared across her scalp. She stumbled, one knee hitting the wet floor hard enough to bruise. The broken plate cut into her palm when she tried to catch herself. Blood welled bright against the white ceramic. He hauled her toward the back door without another word. The kitchen girls were gone. No one came to see what the noise had been. No one ever did. The door slammed open into the storm. Rain hit her face like cold knives. Wind tore at her dress. Dain shoved her out onto the muddy ground behind the kitchen and followed, still gripping her hair. “Kneel.” She stayed on her feet for one stubborn second. His fist caught her across the cheek. Not hard enough to break bone. Just hard enough to remind her. She dropped. Mud soaked through her dress immediately. The rain plastered her hair to her face and ran into her eyes. Her palm throbbed where the plate had cut it. Blood mixed with the water and disappeared into the dark ground. Dain stood over her, rain streaming off his shoulders. “Stay there until the alpha says otherwise. And if I see you try to stand before then, I’ll break the other wrist.” He turned and walked back inside. The door shut hard enough to rattle the frame. Lyra stayed on her knees in the mud. Rain poured down her back, cold and relentless. Her cheek burned. Her wrist ached. The cut on her hand kept bleeding, slow and steady. She could taste copper when she licked her split lip. Somewhere inside the house, someone laughed. Music started up again, low and rough. The pack was settling in for the night as if nothing had happened. She closed her eyes. Behind her ribs, that faint pressure stirred once like something testing the glass and then went still again. The storm kept falling. And Lyra knelt in the dark, waiting for morning the way she always had.
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