NOLAN
Yeah, more lies.
Drama, drama, drama—I was really bringing it today. How could I claim to be head over heels for Rue and yet feel this pull towards Emily? What was I supposed to do? I couldn't just walk away from Rue, not after all we have been through. What was I to do? Usually, I would be all excited about having a dinner date with Rue, but now I was just a ball of confusion. And fear.
I had no clue what to do with my feelings for Emily. Deep down, I knew I still cared deeply for Rue, I just knew it. But lately, I found it even harder to shake off thoughts of Emily. Whenever I shut my eyes, all I could see was her beaming smile, lighting up my world with ease. Before I went to bed, I would remember the feel of her lips against mine and the weight of her body against my crotch a
