NOLAN
Sometime yesterday, Elvis had patted my shoulder, saying, “Man, what you and Rue have seems calm, peaceful and unproblematic. You guys should tie the knot, don't you think?“
I had just laughed it off, smiling from ear to ear. Marriage? I didn't know about that. Look, it wasn't because I didn't feel forever about Rue. Okay, quite frankly, I don't exactly know what it feels like to feel forever about someone. I guess the problem stemmed from the fact that I felt like I constantly had a voice in my head that told me that something was always not going to be right with me. It felt like at every point in time, I get terrified that something is just going to go wrong, and that I can't ever live a normal life.
You may say I should simply ignore the voice, but it's rather difficult to p
