My Alpha Soccer Player

Noah Malan

Kayla

So last week was hell because of what happened at Birdies and I thought I wouldn’t see Alvin for a while but Noah decided we had to come the game for some reason. He said I couldn’t say no because this is really important to him. I couldn’t see how but I ended up agreeing anyway.Which I thought would be okay but then quickly realised it was a mistake. A big mistake.

Alvin played. . . well not so good. I actually feel sorry because even though I’m not as competitive like my siblings I know how much losing sucks.

It was not all his fault though the whole team was not playing as one and it made them lose. I was getting a play by play thanks to Noah who was explaining to me everything as it was happening. I think I’ll just keep bringing him instead of my sister, all she was doing was taking photos and commenting on how the guys look.

And anyway we’re not on good terms right now. Alvin is not the only person I’m currently mad at. Kali knew better than to fight my battles, she already knows I can’t let other people deal with my problems for me.

That was the whole reason for the lists and the independency talk. She knew I want varsity to be different. I don’t want to be viewed as weak no more. And Alvin calling me ungrateful like he did me a favour but he actually just wanted to show off how strong he is. Everyone is making a big deal about it according to Mackenzie but I’m just annoyed. I could have handled that guy by myself. He groped me and I couldn’t even punch his nutsack in like I wanted to, all thanks to Kali and Alvin.

So yeah I’m not thanking no one because I didn’t ask for their help in the first f*****g place.

Anyway.

Noah is my friend that I met while at work, he is a regular who always makes a point to talk to me. At first I thought it was because he was interested in me but it turned out he is gay so it was not that.

How I realised he was gay was when he was talking about a guy who is a bicurious fuckboy that he has been seeing. He claimed he was going to end things before he ends up being invested in someone who is not looking to be exclusive. Good for him.

He is a very handsome Beta. Lean but really strong and is nice to me. He is also a friend I was able to make without any help from my siblings. We’ve became instant friends because he has no filter and tends to overshare a lot. Which I actually appreciate.

Like I said before, I’m nosy.

I have also been teaching him which herbs he can mix to keep his skin glowing and to help his hair shine.

Kali has never been interested in learning because she just says why would she mix herbs herself when she can simply just buy them already mixed for her.

I think the mixed ones are way more organic and work faster without having to buy the same thing over and over only to see results after months.

I’m dragged out of my thoughts by Noah who is nudging me repeatedly.

“There’s he is.” He lifts his eyes to Alvin then runs then over his body “I know we hate him and everything but damn he’s hot. He is s*x on legs, I swear”

“He is also a raging asshole so I’d keep a distance if I were you”

“Girl I love me an arrogant alpha.” He finally looks away from him “makes things interesting”

“Yeah well. . .I don’t”I hiss.

“Your loss”

Then I decide to make my second worst decision of the day.

I look at Alvin.

His eyes clash with mine. They are blazing with fury and intense hate for me. I don’t think he should be the one hating me right now when he is the one who made me look weak in front of so many people.

He heads for the door leading to their showers not saying anything to me not that I expected him to say anything.

But oh well.

“woah, I thought you said there is nothing going on between you too, that was not nothing” Noah whisper shouts at me pointing between me and where Alvin went.

“Believe me when I say the is nothing but hate between us. He is a dickface”

“Well I think you two are busy playing hard to get with each other. But who am I to judge, I do that everytime I feel like every thing is a little too good”

“is that why you have been avoiding looking at your phone this whole time. Why you dragged me to this game even though I told you I didn’t want to come? Why we’re standing here?”

“yes.The fuckboy that I told you about” I nod “He was being a little too good to me, planned a whole weekend date, said the right things at the right time then we proceeded to f**k like bunnies” he sighs “when he started giving me those tender kisses and hinting at us getting together again soon I knew I had to nip it in a bud”

“or you could text him back and see where it goes” I suggest helpfully.

“Been there done that, it always ends with me crying, watching the Notebook alone. Believe me Kay its better to cut your ties before you get too tangled up in the situation”

When he says this I can’t stop myself from thinking about me and Alvin.Is it a good thing that things are the way they are right now. Maybe it’s a good thing I didn’t let things get deep between us.

But the nagging voice in head keeps telling me that maybe. . . Just maybe.

I’m already in too deep.