Loving Cino

Chapter 12

Cino

I watched Melissa as her heart broke in her face watching us.

 “Hey b***h, did you take notes?”  Ramona asked kissing me again.  I looked at her.  “You knew she was there?”  I asked.  “Yes, but you were f*****g me so good I couldn’t say anything.”  “When did she get here?”  “Oh, I heard her when I was sucking your balls.  I saw her when I f****d the s**t out of you just now.”  I tried to be mad at her, but I really couldn’t.  I was on cloud nine and she put me there.

 She used her muscles to squeeze me and it made me jump again.  She then stood up letting me fall out of her.  She adjusted her panties and let her dress fall to her feet.  She then reached back and kissed me as if she was saying goodbye. 

I heard Melissa begin to cry.  Oh my God, how am I going to fix this now?  I thought watching Ramona walk towards the doorway.  She looked at her and smiled her cocky smile.  “The d**k is fabulous!  You should try some.  Trust me, I wanted to kill you before but now I just want to hug you.”  Melissa began crying even harder.  Ramona giggled at her and blew me a kiss and walked out the door. 

I realized the depth of Ramona’s love for me in that moment.  She wanted to stick it to her and hurt her as bad as she had hurt me.  She metaphorically put on gloves and threw a punch. She then passed me the gloves and stepped out the ring so I can fight my fight.  She then stood on the sideline and made sure I stepped back in the ring and continued fighting. 

I stood up and fixed my clothes as she stood there crying her heart out.  “Melissa, I am so sorry you had to see that.”  She looked at me with no words at all.  “Why are you here?”  I asked standing in front of her.  “It doesn’t matter anymore.”  “Why?”  She tried to turn and walk away but I grabbed her and pulled her back in the office.

 “DON’T f*****g TOUCH ME!  YOU SMELL LIKE HER! YOU f****d HER WITHOUT A CONDOM!”  I glanced down the hall at Ramona who was smirking at us.  I looked back at Melissa as she cried and cried. 

She shocked me by laying her head against my chest.  I looked back at Ramona.  She struggled to control her personalities watching Melissa lay on me.  I caught Ramona’s eyes and soothed her soul.  She relaxed and I hugged Melissa’s tears away.  I never broke my stare from Ramona.  I couldn’t.  Even when Melissa began kissing my neck.  I never broke my stare from Ramona. 

“So that’s why you’re here?”  I asked Melissa making her look up at me.  I looked down at her.  “I needed you.  But after seeing that,” She looked down and cried.  “You have never sounded like that with me.”  I felt a little embarrassed.  “The look on your face too was,” She began crying again.  I was hot from embarrassment. 

I looked at Ramona who was smiling hard at me.  I looked away to keep from laughing.  That’s when Melissa tried to turn and walk away from me.  I quickly picked her up and turned her away from the door.  “LET ME GO f**k BOY!”  She yelled pissing me off.

 I dropped her making her fall to her knees.  I dropped my pants and shoved myself down her throat.  I held her head so she couldn’t go anywhere.  I didn’t feel myself getting hard, so I looked at Ramona.

  She stood there dumbfounded watching with her mouth wide open. 

That’s when I felt myself getting aroused.  She fought against my erection gagging and gasping for air, but I didn’t let her go.  When she was about to pass out, I released her, and she fell backwards.  I glanced at Ramona who was drooling over my erection.  I couldn’t help but smile.  I looked back at Melissa who was holding her jaw and sucking down air.  “Get up.”  I growled.  She quickly stood up and faced me eager and ready.  “Take them off.”  She quickly stepped out of her pants and underwear. 

She stood there eager and ready for me.  “You’re going to stop talking to me like I am nothing.  You understand me?”  She quickly nodded her head.

 I looked back at Ramona who was rubbing herself and staring at my erection.  I grabbed Melissa by the hips and threw her leg around my waist and jammed myself inside her.  She let out a scream. 

“Shut up that’s what you wanted isn’t it?”  I asked.  She held on to me and nodded as I banged her anger away.  She stared me in the eyes, and I banged away.  Luckily, I could see Ramona out the corner of my eyes.  I watched her lean against the wall with her leg up rubbing herself while she watched me.  My baby!  I thought smiling.

Ramona

            I watched my magic d**k work its magic and I rubbed my c******s even harder.  I didn’t care if she turned her head and saw me.  He sensed that and threw her on the desk on her stomach.  He held her head, so it was facing the wall and the other handheld her hips.  The harder he banged into her the louder she moaned until she was screaming.  He looked into my eyes as I rubbed even faster.  “You better start showing me love and affection too!”  He growled.  “I WILL!”  She screamed losing her mind.  “I love you so much!”  He moaned to me as we released ourselves.  I bit my lips to keep from screaming.  I leaned against the wall screaming silently.  He laid against her not letting her move.  He caught his breath and smiled at me.  I smiled back and blew a kiss to him.  He blew one back at me.

 I composed myself and turned and walked away.  I got outside and got in my car and drove away.  I drove home.  I got in the house and went to my room.  I took my shower and laid in my bed and fell into a deep sleep. 

The next morning, I awakened ready to take on the world.  I got up and went to work like everything was okay. I was okay with not hearing from him for a while.  I occasionally drove by the gym to see how things were.

 For a month straight it looked deserted.  I didn’t hear from him and it scared me.  I had no idea what was going on.  Derek even reported he stopped coming to work with him.  That’s when I began checking the jails for him every day.  Nothing.  I tried to call, and my calls would go straight to voicemail. 

Things went on like this for about two more months. He had just vanished into thin air.  I was starting to wonder if I had made him up in my head.  Was he even real?  Hell, he had to be, I thought looking at my twenty-six-week pregnant belly.  Where is he?  Why has he not reached out to me?  I need him. 

I know I told him to go back to her, but I just knew he would get in touch with me somehow. 

Three more months went by and not a word from the love of my life. I had given birth to our sons and was lying there afterwards just watching them.  They looked so much like him.  I would lay there and hold them both in my arms.  They would just snuggle to my chest and sleep. 

It was now my first night home with them both. I had just changed my first born, Caleb and was checking Calin.  I changed his diaper as Lorenzo walked in the room.  “You need help?”  He asked sitting on my bed.  “I think we’re okay.”  I said smiling at my boys.  Caleb just watched me and Calin fussed. “You’re going to be my hellion, aren’t you?”  I asked Calin who continued to fuss.  I picked him up and he calmed down making Lorenzo laugh.  “He’s just a mama’s boy.”  He joked.  “I think you’re right.”   “Caleb just chilling.”  “Right!  He scares me how calm he is.”  “Hey boo you good?”  Kiara asked laying in my bed.  “Yea, I think so.”  I sat next to her with Calin who was already fast asleep.  I turned the tv on and we all laid there with my babies watching tv.  “Caleb getting jealous.”  Jeremiah joked walking into the room.  I looked at Caleb as he picked him up.  He was watching everything.  He sat beside me with him. 

About an hour later I was breast feeding both babies, so everyone left except Kiara.  She was laying next to me snoring.  After they ate, I changed them again.  I was out of energy, so I decided to rest for a moment.  I rested Caleb in between my legs so he was sitting up like he was in his car seat.  Calin was resting in my left arm in between Kiara and me.  I leaned back against the pillows and rested for a moment. 

A while later I awakened to silence and darkness.  I felt Calin in my arms squirming around.  I put him on my chest and rubbed his back not realizing I didn’t feel Caleb.  I felt another hand helping me rub his back which made my eyes pop open.  I looked to my right and saw my heart’s desire smiling at me. 

“Hey baby.”  I watched him holding Caleb with one hand and rubbing Calin’s back with the other.  I looked next to me in the bed and saw it was empty. 

“She went home when I got here about fifteen minutes ago.”  I nodded my head and sat up letting him take Calin too.  I watched him hold our boys for a moment. He seemed healthy and happy.  He had a glow to him which made me happy.

“Baby I didn’t know you were giving me two sons.”  I smiled at him, not realizing I was crying.  “Would it have made a difference?”  I asked making him look at me.  “Yes.” 

I nodded unable to control my tears which flooded my face.

 “Congratulations, you have twin boys.”  I managed.  He forced a smile.  “Who is who?”  I stood up with them. 

“This is Caleb.”  I said touching Caleb’s back.  He was resting on the right side of Cino’s chest.  “This is Calin.”  I said kissing Calin’s back.  He was resting on the left side of Cino’s chest. 

I closed my eyes as Cino kissed my nose making me laugh.  “Thank you for holding things down while I was away.”  I nodded my head again.  I leaned against them and rested my head on his left shoulder. 

“Are you done?”  I asked as he laid his head with mine.  “Done?”  “Yes, have you handled your situation?”  “Baby hang in there.  I know it’s hard.” “Do you?  You just disappeared out of my life at will.  What is going to happen with them?  I won’t let you do that to them.  It feels impossible for me, can you imagine what it will be like for them?”  “Ramona,” “No don’t do that.  It’s not just me and you anymore.  It is me, you and Caleb and Calin now.  You’re not going to hurt my sons.”  “Our sons.  I am trying to get back to you baby.”  “What do you mean?” 

I stood in front of him.  “We moved.”  I stared at him.  “We?  Where?”  He looked down.  “We live in Orlando now.” 

No, this b***h didn’t. 

“You said that like it explains who ‘We’ are.”  “Melissa, Isaiah and me.  We started over.”  I stared at him a moment trying not to explode. 

He’s holding your babies, do not hit him.  I looked at Calin who began fussing again.  I quickly took him and kissed him and held him to my broken heart.

 I went through my very first pregnancy, with twins without him. I brought them into this world without him.  It was very clear to see I was going to raise them without him.

 “Get out!”  I cried.  He stared at me showing his heart break through his face.  “Ramona,” “Get out!”  I took Caleb out his arms as they began crying. 

“Ramona calm down.”  “THEN GET THE f**k OUT MY HOUSE!  STAY THE f**k OUT OUR LIVES!”  “Baby it’s not what you are thinking.”  “GET OUT!”  I screamed at the top of my lungs.  My babies were screaming and Cino stood there trying to calm me down.

            I laid them down on the bed and faced him.  My anger was surging, and it was becoming impossible to control.   “Ramona, calm down.”  “CINO LEAVE!”  “Not until you calm down and listen to me.” 

That was the last thing I remembered.