Missing you

Chapter 5 The silence is LOUD.

🌸🌸🌸STILL STUCK IN THIS LIBRARY!!!!🌸🌸🌸

I really think I need to clam down here because I have been pacing back-and-forth for one and a half hours. And Boe's phone died like twenty minute's ago and he is sleeping. (So he is really bored.) I think he remembered that I play with my hair when I'm worried because when I was mid stroke when he got up and pulled me into a hug. Thats when I realised that he was worried about me here. He knows that I'm claustrophobic and I do not do well in small places. Well this library is about the same size mabey like 5 sqaure feet bigger then the bathrooms at a school.

🌸🌸🌸 Thirty more minutes of pacing later.🌸🌸🌸

"Okay I'm ready to talk." Was the first words I have heard in three hours.

"Okay I'm ready to listen." Was what I could say in this situcation.

"Umm okay here goes nothing." He pulled out flash cards to read off of I thought he was just studing when I saw him looking at them like over an hour ago.

"So Lilly, what you said made me a mix of mad, sad and angry. But I got over it because what I did was a little rude. I mean I did tell you to go away and some form of saying to you that I literly hated you. But I didn't I was just sad and I missed you and I didn't know how to tell you yet so I pushed you away. Over all I miss you in my life. I missed our late night calls and and and snaps and the going to school with each other. And the best part was seeing you every day."

"I missed you to but I have one rule in this library."

"Umm okay shoot." Was his dumb response.

"Everything that goes on in here stays in here okay I don't want to her Zara more than I already have."

"Wait I thought you two were best friends?"

"Well we were but let me tell you the story. Do you promise not to do any of the following?"

"Mam' yas mam'!" He almost yelled.

"You will not make fun of me, laugh at me, or touch me in any way. If you do I will slap you across the face three times. Deal?" I said holding out my hand.

"Fine deal." He said with a big eye-roll. He hated not being able to laugh at me.

"Okay so here's what happend. So we agreed to meet at the bolwing ally on friday an-" I was cut of by Boe saying what without me?

"Well she said that you wearn't free that night."

"Well she was wrong I was with Sam. Ops."

"You were cheating on my ex best friend?! Good she deserved it she got so mad at me for sneezing when she was about to throw the bowling ball, she got mad at me for liking you. Ops sorry don't know where that came from." OMG OMG I cannot beleive what I just said.

"Wait you like me no way."

"pufffff no I don't like you or ever really think about you. Unless its raining or if its gets really hot or if I do my math homework on time." But what he doesn't know is that I turn my math homework in on time evertime but he does know that it's spring and we are in the middle of a rainstorm right now.

"Wait so you think about me every week?"

"What do you even mean?"

"Mrs.Carter keeps the names of the people who didn't turn there home work in on time and your name is never on that list." Are you serious right now?!

"Wait are you saying that you look for my name on the board?" That was a good comeback.

"No just none of the names are as interesting as Lilly Sauders." He said my name in a french accent that send a serise of tingles down my spine. I hate when it does that.