Love Me Or Leave Me

Chapter 4 Max

I had such a bad night sleep Jax is driving me super crazy that now I am thinking that John might be right and that the carmel coffee smell that we smelt yesterday was not just because of the shop. Man I hope it was someone that works there because if not, how will I ever find her again. I ask Jax what he thinks as I get dressed to meet up with the guys and go to training. Jax says he does not know all he knows is that he needs to smell it again he feels like he is going out of his mind and he can not keep it together. I tell him we are going to training then we are going back to that shop we will not come home until we find that smell and he can relax. We get to training and we are training today in human form and me and Jack start off but because I am going to be the alpha very soon I am the strongest in the pack so I normal have to fight Jack and John to be able to get a good training in this also helps them because I need to be the strongest but they need to be able to keep up. The problem is that Jax is so worked up that one minutes Jack is tapping out and John is like no f*****g way we need to head to the city and fix Jax he is going to hurt someone and this whole time Jax is mink linking Flip Jack's wolf and telling him that he is sorry and that he can not control things right now.

We all three head back to the pack house shower and change. Then we head out to go to the city Jax again is running in circles in my head causing me a hugh headache. when we get to the coffee shop we all three walk in together talking and they are ribbing me about losing control of Jax again this morning. I am not happy and need to talk to my father and hope that he knows what is going on and can give me some advice.

Jax is up on his hind legs as soon as we smell that carmel and coffee and he is whining again I ask are you ok and what is going on with you. He does not answer me as I am talking with him I am handed a cup and I do not even look up John and Jack both place their order and I start to get light headed so I go and sit down at a table. The guys mind link me and ask what is going on but my head hurts so bad that I just put up my walls so I can not get any more links. At that time the guys head to the table and say something but again I am dealing with Jax because he is yelling at me because I was surpose to apologize to the cashier and give her a big tip and again I did not even look at her and I again was a rude f**k. It was at that time that I told him he has never said crap to me about how I act towards someone and now twice with this girl and to be honest I can not even say if it is the same girl from yesterday.

At that point some other girl comes in screaming and runs over to the cashier so I look up and finally see the cashier and boy is she the most beautiful person I have ever seen and her eyes are so green greener then I have ever seen before and Jax I yelling Mate claim my mate now! He just won't stop as I am trying to wrap my head around what he is saying and all he is doing is demanding I head of there and mark her now that she is ours and he wants her. My friends are asking if I am ok so I lower my walls and tell them that Jax says the cashier is our mate and is going crazy for me to claim her but I can tell she does not have a wolf and must be human so we will have to take things slow. Jax is not happy he wants his mate. As I am trying to talk him down from taken over because I can not let that happen here he will scare the hell out of her then we will never get her. We hear her and her friend talking about Going to the mall to buy a dress for homecoming which means she is still in high-school then I over hear her friend is talking about Finn he is one of my warriors in training and she is going to the dance with him and wants my mate to go with them. Oh no I can not control Jax I can feel him starting to take over so I get up and walk out as the others go to follow me as I get out and around the back Jax breaks through and we shift John and Jack go to shift and I mind link them to keep an eye on that girl she is their luna. I am going to try and calm Jax down with a run.

(This conversation is happen in Max's head between him and his wolf)

I am so passed that Jax did this I wanted to get as much information as I could but of course my wolf freaked when he heard them start talking about our mate going to that darn dance with Finn because we know that he is alway with a couple other guy friends. I need to speak with Finn and let him know this girl iss his luna and that means hands off or deal with me. So I let him run for a bit then I start talking to him and let him know that she is human and we are going to need to take things very slow so we do not scare her and he growels at me and tells me that she is ours and he is going to claim her. I ask him if he wants to scare her because then she will reject us and he grawls again at me damn wolf. I need to calm him down so I let him know tha we are going to claim her but we need to be smart. First we need to find out information about her so let's start with what we know and that is not much. Right know we know were she works and were she goes to school and that she is going to the mall. Also that her friend is going to the dance with Finn so Jax says we need to speak with Finn fund out what he knows about our mate. I agree with him and we head to the pack.

Of course we head straight to the training grounds to speak with Finn. We see him and Jax runs right into the middle and pins the poor kid. Shift Jax what the hell we need to shift back so I can speak to him and Jax is fighting me he wants to question him I tell to let's shift and we both will question him but he needs to remember that he is just a kid and a pack member that has done nothing wrong he agrees and we shift.

I can smell the fear coming off Finn I jump off him and he gets up right away and is in his fighting stands ready for battle tgis is one reson I know thay tjis kid will be a great warrior. I let him know that I need to speak with him and we walk off to the pack house once we get to my office the kid stands there looking right at me and says he does not know what he did to piss me off but he has never mentioned any disrespect I let him know that I will explain everything and I am sorry about Jax he is really on edge lately and he will understand once I explain and ask him to take a seat. He does and I tell him I found my mate but there are issues and I need him to help me. He smiles and tells me that he will do everything that he can to help. So I first ask him who is he taken to homecoming he said her name is Liz and she is his mate but what does that haveto do with my mate. I smirk and say so you got blessed with a human mate to. He smiles and says he guesses we are both in the same bind. So then I ask him who is Liz freind that works at the coffee shop? He stops to think and says he is not sure he does not really know Liz he had just shifted two weeks ago and got his wolf so now he spends most of his day trying to figure out way to keep him calm and ways to get close to Liz and find out more about her then he tells me that he thinks the girls name is Sara but if it is her she is very shy and talks to noone but Liz at school And is always by herself. Jax says her name Sara over and over and I love the wsy her name soThen I tell him that the girls are going to the mall and we should go shopping.