Love Me Or Leave Me

Chapter 8 Max

I waited at that school just to be able to see her I can not believe what I am turning into I am the strongest alpha of all time with the biggest pack and I am sneaking around and hiding to get a small peak at a girl but not just any girl my mate my luna. I need her I have to find a way to get close to her I mean everyday I go to the coffee shop to see her for a minute and when she hands my my drink I make sure our fingers touch and those sparks are something else I wonder if she can feel them my wolf is going crazy he needs her. So here I am sitting in the parking lot of a high school like some stoker waiting to get a glimpse of her to calm him down. When I do not see her I link Finn and see if she is with them so he can make there way outside but he says he left already witch means I missed her what the hell I have been sitting here for like an hour. I let him know I want him in my office asap my wolf is so mad because we missed her he is tring to take over and I can not let that happen. I head back to the pack. I go straight to my office Finn should be here any minute. Just as I sit at my desk there is a knock on my door and he walks in. I tell him to take a seat. Then I tell him to tell me everything he knows about my mate. At first he is quite but all I have to do is look at him and he says that he does not know much about her that noone does that she keeps to her self and that the way Liz talks about her is that she is the only one that Sara even talks with the small amount that she does have anything to do with people. I think how dad I will make sure that she has plenty of people around to talk with and do things with once I get her here. And that she really only works and goes to school she loves to read and she loves her parents she has no other family that they know about. Then he says that she does not care for me as soon as he says that he leaps up and heads straight for the door as Jax let's out the loaded growl that I have ever head I know that he is hurting with this information. I tell Finn to sit the f**k down and he needs to explain himself because Jax is ready to tear his head off. Finn let's me know that she does not know me or Jax but all he know is that Liz told him Sara said that I seem rude and self centered because of the way I acted at the coffee shop both times I was there. Jax is now pissed to the point he is now telling me that the next time we see her he is taken over and dealing with her that I will not be allowed to talk with my mate or have anything to do with her because I messed everything up and he will not loss his mate because of me. I tell him to calm down that I am going to fix this. f**k what am I going to do I thought when we were at the we mall and had lunch I had made things better I even told her how sorry I was and everything I thought we were cool. I then asked if she was going to homecoming and he said no that she only works. I asked why she had to work so much and prayed that she was not abused at home Finn said he did not know. But he has been trying to talk to Liz to try and fund out more about her for me and also telling Liz somethings about me in hopes that she will pass them to Sara that is a good thing atleast. I thank him then ask him how it is going with his mate. I am glad to hear there he is doing better then me. I guess they are now dating and she likes to spend time with him. So that is going in the right direction he did ask me about how and when does he tell her about what we are. I let him know that he has to make sure that they are in a really good place and that she is going to accept him first. Because if it looks like she is not going to 100% accept him that he needs to let her go and reject her we can not risk her knowing what we are and not being part of us because if he tells her and she runs we will only have two choices after that kidnap her and keep her in the dungeon or kill her to keep her quite and at that his wolf growl at me I just look at him and lift my brow his head goes instantly towards the floor and bares his neck and says he is sorry his wolf is upset over what I said. I let him know I understand bur I have the same issue and I do not like it one bit either so we need to play it safe and not say anything until we know for sure that they are so in love with us that there is no way they are going to try and walk away. I also let him know that he is off to a way better start then I am. I dismiss him I need to get ready for a meeting with our allies.

Finn

Thank the lord I am out of that office I was so scared first telling him about Sara and then my wolf growling at the alpha that is like challenging him and that is a death sentence I am glad that Max understands why it happen and did not hold it against me. s**t I forgot to tell him that she did not even have a cell phone. I mind Link him that info and he says he is going to fix that and I go to my room and take a shower I have a date to get ready for with mate that I can not be late for. Tonight I am going to take her to dinner and I think a walk in the park under the moon to talk under the stars and tonight I am going to move in and take my chances and try for our fist kiss because I am going crazy and need more of her I hope that she needs me just as much. Just then my phone goes off and it is a text from her. I love that she hit me up fist and the text reads that she can not wait until tonight to see me. I let her know that I miss her and can not wait to see her either and let her know what I have planned and ask if it is OK. She send back happy faces and I take it as a good sign. I put down the phone so I can go get ready and see my sexy mate.