Love Me Or Leave Me

Chapter 7 Finn

I can not believe that I have a human for a mate. It is not like I am disappointed or anything it just makes things harder for me. Because when a wolf fund his/her mate it is so hard not to be with them and touch them kiss them and the sparks are so intense is what I am told but because Liz I human and not a wolf I have to date her and take things so slow and my wolf is going crazy he wants to be with her and does not care what the reasons are he just wants to claim her and mark her. I keep telling him that she does not even know what we are and because she human we need to go really slow or we will scare her and shewill reject us because of her fear so we haveto do this right.

I will say it is nice to know that Sara is Alpha Max's mate maybe it will be better because her freind will be here with her. But it seems like she likes me because she said she would go to the dance with me and we just had our first date. I took her to dinner in a nice Italian restaurant and then we walked around the park it is nice because the pier is right along the park. So it was so nice and I even was able to hold her hand and we played 20 questions to get to know each other. I know now that we both love the outdoors,camping,reading,all Italian food with pizza being a favorite, her favorite color is blue green witch is the color of my eyes so all night she keep looking right in my eyes and I hope that she can see right through me when looking I them. I do feel bad for my alpha because Sara does not seem so into him andI know I am going crazy not being with Liz and it will be 10 times worse for him. I am not sure what he did but I guess he did not make a good first impression with her Liz has told me that Sara that hewas rude and self-centered andwhen we all went to lunch at the mall she wanted to leave because he makes her uncomfortable he needs to know this so he can make it right but I am not sure how to tell him thelast thing I want to do is pass off my alpha. I am almost at school and I am meeting up with Liz maybe I can right out some stuff to help Max out and he I see Sara I can talk real good about Max we will see if it works.

I pull into the parking lot of the school and see my baby my hands are sweating already and my head is beating so fast. Ad I get out of the car Liz starts to walk over to me this is a good sign that she missed me. As soon I am am close enough to reach her I grab her hand and interlock our fingers O need to touch her and right now it the best I can get so I will take it.

As we walk back into the school we see Sara and see looks at us then keeps walking faster so I tell Liz that I do not think her freind likes me and she tells me tha she really just keeps to her self and that she is the only one that shareable talks with I ask about her dating anyone and she chuckles alittle (I love that sound) and says no way she only has time for school and work Ieven asked her to go to the dance with us to get her out of the house but she turned me down.Well that is to bad I would have liked to get to know her better as she is your friend and I do not plan on letting you go. Liz stop and looked at me like I was crazy so I asked her what she asked if I meant it and I am so glad I changed some of my classes so I can spend more time with her. we go to the first class and Sara in there and we sit next to her so I say Hi and she says it back and let her know that I really like Liz and I would like to get to know her to because sheis Liz freind she let me know that it is fine and for me not to worry that her ansLiz does not hang out much because she works alot. just then the teacher came in. We went through the day and my wolf was happy until it was time to say good bye. It was so hard I asked Liz if she wanted to go to the movies tonight and she said yes then I got a mind link from my alpha asking if I say Sara I told him she was in school he let me know tha he was in the parking lot but has not seen her I let him knowthat I thought she had left already. He told me to go straight vaxk to the pack and meet him in his office. I know that this is it andI am going to haveto tell him all that I know the good and the bad.