Time used to run together. No sense in which way I was going. Only the light from the sun or the darkness of night. Guiding my body in any recollection of time passing. All due to the numbness of a life I was never meant to live. That was until now. Meeting Evers has brought a fire to my body. One that I have found impossible to resist. Something I no longer plan on doing. The only problem being is the other unusual feelings fluttering in my stomach. Well, at least that’s where it feels like the flutters are. Even when I try to push them aside. To act as though they don’t exist. It only seems to fuel an annoyance about being ignored. As though this flutter is alive with its own beating heart.
Something that one should be able to depict all on their own. Well not me! Because this damn fee
