Chapter Seven
Things progressed. I saw several guys, some of whom I dominated. I was learning fast, and enjoying it. I didn’t see Tom again after I spanked him with the hairbrush. I think he found the humiliation difficult to cope with, even though in some sense he had clearly responded to it. Lots of men are like that; there are things they fantasise about but which they won’t admit to other people, because they can scarcely admit them to themselves. Very few men are brave enough to reveal what is really in their heads. Doubtless that is true of women too. I know it took me many years before I came to the realisation of what I truly wanted.
In fact Simon, the next guy after Tom, didn’t seem to have any desire to be dominated. He was a stockbroker in the City and made a lot of money, and
