I started telling within a few months of being honest spooky that I wanted to be with Annie again but she said it and bluntly that He is with That b***h call Lena probably just look for yourself. He’s moved on.
“Why because he’s a man he shows no loyalty “
“You don’t know Annie,” I said. “He is wonderful person.”
“ just come with me tonight you’ll see why I am telling you the truth. You’re better off with me than you are with him”
So that note I ended up going back to Annie’s apartment I can’t remember his orgasmic sounds he was with another woman and spooky said that is your arrival he’s having an affair with. I didn’t wanna believe it at first but it was too true to be seen I kick down his door and confronted him about being with elena again.
“She has more integrity than you”
“What about all we shared wasn’t that special”
“It still is but you chucked it out.”
“Annie…..” my voice cracked. “Please. Don’t. Your breaking everything you believe in.”
“Annie!” I heard elena saying. “ she still loves you and driving her to kill her self, f**k that”
Set of Irene decided she was going to work out on Annie. Pretty soon it was just there annie and me and spooky.
His eyes said everything that it was shaman and dispaire. Like: “ what the f**k did I do wrong“ kind of work.
“Starry my hygieia please forgive me.” He tried to kiss me and I shot him down.
“Annie your trying to kill me for screwing up. I want nothing to do with you”
“Circus it’s not like that.”
“Don’t contact me, go near me or anything.”
“Lisa……..”
“She even forgot to tell you she had dropped out and miscarriages.” Spooky state. “A real lover would be there during those times and what do you do f**k your ex.”
We left Annie to himself. “Oh yeah see you in hell”
I didn’t know about spooky but I heard as we walk down the hall the weeping of the following year old man wandering his lover bark. But he wasn’t going to get me back. When I got back to the apartment with spooky I found out that he was wearing me love letters. All of them I want to throw out and destroy. I read each one then tore them up. But then I saw there was a package I read the message that was attached to the parcel and I found out it was a love letter again I was so unreal I wanted to rip it up but then I opened up the actual partial itself and it was the album he was promising me with all our pictures when we went camping honour the stars.
My sweet story my lovely Lisa I wish I could take back what I have done to you. I wish you could forgive me for what I have done I am so sorry that I hurt you in so many ways that you weren’t to a woman instead of me for love. I wish I could be with you again and feel your soft flash and your beautiful face again kissing mine. I love how are you except me for who I was.
Your Hippocrates
Annie
Dr. Annie Johnson MD.
Reading that letter with looking at those pictures of our good times together I always taken aback and I wanted nothing more to do with spooky. It was gonna be very hard to tell spooky that I want to be with him again. This is been mine speech since our confrontation in front of a Lena and Alayna then walking away forever.
How do I turn off this unstable woman that I couldn’t be with her anymore and that I had to be with Annie for the first time in my life. But I did manage to tell her that I couldn’t be with her she was toxic. She didn’t like that idea but she had to except the fact.
I want back to aunties apartment unfollowed by spooky that means I wasn’t followed by her at all. I tried to straighten my clothing and my pixie cut.
When I open the door he was right there is there is your blood shot for crying too much.
“Starry is that you”
“Yes”
“I have been praying for this,” he said. Come in be with me again.”
“I missed you sweet coroner.”
“I didn’t mean to be with elena again.”
He touched my face gently and then started to kiss me. He said that I’ve never really changed except that I have lost a little weight from being with spooky but other than that I was no less sensual than I was before.
I soon passed out and he screaming my name.
The next thing I know that I was in hospital. I was told I was detoxing from methamphetamine. I got really angry With spooky for introducing me to that s**t.
“Who called”
“Annie Johnson”
When Ernie walked in he ended up kissing me on the lips tenderly. He was holding me as if I was very delicate as much as he was allowed to hold me. He held my hand and as the quack was talking to me about what was happening I was on it up falling in love with his smiling eyes once again. And his scar that was her on the left side of his face that I love so much. I never thought I’d be so happy to see him again. I wish I could tell my mother that I’ve met a wonderful man but she didn’t think of him as wonderful.