I just couldn’t do it, I couldn’t take him back after all he did, he used me, he hurt me, and worst of all he cheated on me! I would have to say this pain is worse than any pain Mathew ever put me through, I won’t deny I miss him so much, I miss talking to him, snuggling up in his arms, sleeping beside him, and most of all the amazing s*x! I wanted him back, I really did, but he hurt me so bad. Since I told him I couldn’t take him back he’s been spiraling out of control, even Aaron has noticed a change in him, all he’s been doing is partying, drinking, and snorting cocaine, his temper has gotten worse and it’s like he hates everyone and everything, she hated seeing him this way, she knew he was hurting and trying to cope with it the only way he knew how too.
She heard her phone go off on
