In the next coming weeks, I did my best to move on. It wasn’t easy, I can tell you that for nothing. I went back to school and tried my best to fit in, to relate with people, and to act normal, but after all I had seen with Jinxabell and with Maggi’s passing, I can tell you it wasn’t possible. I even tried to attend a few parties to forget and blend in like other teenagers would, but I realized the social scene wasn’t for me.
In one of those parties I went to, a few girls flirted with me and I even kissed one, or should I say, she practically stuck her tongue down my throat. It was a major turn off for me. I tried dating once again, but as hard and as difficult as it was to admit, immediately I compared her to Jinxabell, things went downhill from then on. So I decided to nip the whole dat
